The Only Word That Matters Is LOVE (ON HOLD)

Oh Boy...

Ashley's POV

"Um,, okay does anyone else find this very weird, but happy?" I asked the people around me. It was Katherine, Stefan, Damon, and of course Nadia which is now seated int he couch opposite of me.

"Yeah I do too.": Damon said " except the happy part"

"Well why are you here?"Stefan asked confused

"I came here looking for my mother and as you can see I found her":Nadia said looking at kat

I looked between both Kat and her daughter, before saying..

"Well you guys should catch up then.": I said trying to leave them space to talk. I dragged Stefan and Damon out the door and we took a walk.

"Is anyone else surprised, that after all this time Nadia finally found Kat?":I asked the two boys

They shrugged. Boys, never know what to say. SMH.

We were walking all over the woods and I just felt there was something I needed to do, I haven't visited him, since you know his umm death.

"Guys, I.. I'm going to um go walk around... alone, if you don't mind?": I told the guys, my nerves coming out through my mouth.

They looked at me questioning, but I nodded my head to tell them it was okay.

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So here I am at the cemetery, just looking at his headstone..... No tears luckily.... Nope too soon to speak, as I feel something sliding from my face down my cheek.

"I'm so sorry Wesley that this happened to you this was my fault it was all my fault, you weren't supposed to die, It was supposed to be me and you." I stop momentarily trying to calm myself down."I remember the day when we pulled pranks on the guys the whole day... just you and me... I remember Damon wanting to join in, but we told him he needed to tell us the secret code word, and he almost had it, he was so close, but no close enough to join. It was Badaptose, but he said Badaptuse." I look in the sky, it's about to rain.

I feel rain drops on my head and arms.

" I wish you were here, everything was so much easier with you here,,,, I was me..... Now i'm a girl whose pregnant with her emotion off.... If I could go back to a time much simpler than this I would.....If I could have you back I would.... I'm still so deeply inlove with you and I'm sorry this happened to you.": That was all I got to say, because as soon as i said those last words I broke down crying on the floor.

That was until I felt two strong pair of arms hold me. I looked to see who it was and smiled, I knew my mind must have been playing tricks on me, but I didn't care in that moment I just needed him, to feel as if he were actually alive and here with me. I nuzzeled into his chest and hugged him, like if my life depended on him.

I was suddenly aware that I was being picked up and carried, I looked up and saw Damon giving me a sad smile. I just laid my head on his chest.

"For a girl that's not supposed to be having emotions, you certainly did have a bunch right there": He said smirking, but not full smirk, just a minor one with sadness showing in his eyes. Even though he tried to seem happy and sassy, I knew that he lost someone he cared for very much.

" For a guy that's supposed to be an ass, this is very kind to be carrying me": My sassy ass retorted

"I can drop you right here ": He threatened jokingly