BENIGN

Chapter 2

OLIVIA

I jolt awake to a throbbing headache, but what awaits me is more to that. My body feels sweaty, dirty and painful in the most disgusting of ways which makes me realize something wrong has happened. I get out of the bed and start making sense of my presence. I gasp, as I see the girl in the mirror and try to recognize her. Torn clothes at places which barely hide her modesty, mascara and the eyeliner which has smudged all over her face that I could hardly see her skin tone, eyes bloodshot with fear, finger marks on her neck going down to the breast. I move back in shock, as I slowly bring my hands to my waist, moving down my skirt warily and shrill in pain before even moving down to my labia. All I could see was broken skin .

What did I bring on me?

Did I really want this?

"I ain't ready to face my doom." I say to myself repeatedly. I have to get out of here, I thought to myself, as I look around the room in the dark and find a neatly folded coat over the back of the chair. I don't give a second thought to it and grab the coat, putting it on. I try to tie my hair in a neat ponytail and wipe my face with the coat making my face damp with saliva. I don't have a choice, I have to look undone. I walk out of the room down the stairs, making it mutely to the living room. As I enter the living room, I learn that the party isn't over yet. Couples are making out on the floor, a threesome spilling all over the sofa and drunk teens blabbering in a language I can't make much sense of. I move towards the door as fast as I can but then someone pulls me to the side and says, "Olivia, didn't hear from you throughout the party, looks like you had too much fun for a night." I recognize it's José.

"Well, yeah, the party was awesome but I think I should get going, it's already too late. I need to be home now." I say, trying to get past José as he smells of God knows what not.

"Oh, not so soon babe, you're wrong, the party has just begun." José pulls me by the waist towards him which makes me gasp. I try to resist him with all the remaining energy I have.

"What's wrong baby? I thought you would enjoy playing with me. Those tits of yours, ya' know, have always drawn me towards them. And that round ass of yours, goddamn, makes me want to smack them. There's a store room next to the stairs. No one will catch us there. I promise you will enjoy." The scent of drugs, coupled to his shitty rant assault my senses and my heart immediately drops. My mind immediately foresees the future of this fun, which causes me to lose it completely.

"Get the fuck off me moron." I knock him hard with my heels right on his foot. He groans in pain and grabbing a chance, I push him away and run out of the mansion without once turning back.

I walk along the pavement, it's already dark which means I have time to make it home before dad wakes up. The last thing I want is to cause him any trouble. I screwed up everything by myself. I'm scarred for life now. I liked him, and thinking about him liking me, was the biggest mistake of my life.

The way he looked at me, the way he caressed my face with his gentle fingers, as if I was the only one in his world, and that no one else mattered. My eyes well up with tears as everything replayed in front of my eyes like a video which I want to delete out of mind forever. I'm weeping now, with my face in my hands, down on my knees, my teeth chattering against my lips. It is too much to swallow all at once. All I want to do is end my life, then... Maybe then everything could be over. I know everything would never remain the same again.

I get up, wipe all my tears and run home for my life. My legs give away, as I fall on the bathroom floor. Quickly, trying to regain my consciousness, I make sure to remove all the evidence of this fateful night. I take off my clothes immediately and see the dried blood in between my inner thighs. I feel sickened at this sight, like any girl who never wanted to be forced to lose her virginity, would. I try to calm myself, and vow to forget this incident like a closed chapter.

But little did I know, that this closed chapter would soon reopen in front of me, leading me towards the beginning of my end. 

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