Jessica's POV
It's been two weeks since I have stayed in Yoona's house. After that, I didn't meet her again, she's not even texting me since then. Well, I understand that she's busy with her taping for her drama but can't she make a way for us to talk? I mean, is it that hard to even text me?
Why do I sounded like a demanding girlfriend? Yeah, who am I for her to find a way and make time? But... we're... friends right? Aish, this is making my head hurt. My train of thoughts was cut off after I felt my phone vibrated from my pocket. I quickly took it out to see who it is. Disappointed a bit that it wasn't Yoona, it's Krystal.
"Yoona unnie is having her taping near where you are right now. Just letting you know since you miss her a lot."
I got up in my chair quickly as soon as I read her message. Krystal texted the exact location and it's really near here. I bought cupcakes and milkshake since she loves eating and maybe she's tired from filming. I went there and see many cameras and staffs around the place. I used my image as a singer and model to get closer to their set. Well, Yoona and I both work in the same company so they didn't mind me going there.
As if on time the director shouted "Cut!" and let the casts rest for a while before going back to shoot another scene again. I raised my hand and called "Yoongie!"
Yoona looked into my direction and went where I am. "For you, I know you're tired." I said and handed her the foods I bought before going here.
"How sweet of you. Hehe. Uhhmmmm... Sica-yah, w---why are you here?" she asked which made me frowned.
"Why do I feel like you don't want me here?" I asked jokingly and she scratched the back of her head.
"It's just that...."
"Go back now! We're going to shoot the kissing scene." Yoona was cut off because their director shouted.
"Sica, I'll be back. Don't worry, this will end soon." Yoona said and quickly got out of my sight to go back to the set.
What did the director said? K...kissing sc---scene? I seriously don't know what's making me irritated and uneasy. I don't know if I'd be watching that scene or I should just get outta here. I was still thinking when I saw the writer gave the sign to the director and in an instant he shouted "3... 2... 1... Action!"
Despite of being doubtful, I still watch the scene. The male lead is looking directly into Yoona's eyes. If I'm right, his name is Luhan. He slowly closed the gap between their faces until their lips met. I felt a pang of pain on the left side of my chest as soon as I saw their lips started moving in sync with each other.
"Cut!" The director shouted once again. Good thing that it ended quickly because I don't think I can still watch more of those. "Yoona, why are you being uncomfortable? It's not your first time having kissing scene. Just do it naturally with Luhan." The director continued. What? They're going to repeat that scene again?
I don't know why I can't move and can't even govern myself to look away. It's like my eyes are glued to them. I also don't know why I am feeling so much pain right now. This isn't even a dramatic scene, it's a romantic one. Why do I feel like tearing up?
Yoona did just what the director said and did it naturally with Luhan. They're doing it again, she even encircled her hands around that boy's neck. Gathering all of the strength I still have, I have managed to ran away from that place. Tears are overflowing from my eyes while running. As it were the heavens are giving sympathy in me because it rained.
I think it's a good thing, it's not that obvious that I'm crying because of the rain. I am running endlessly without even knowing where to go.
"Sica-yaaaahhhh!" someone just called my name and I know who it is but I didn't bother to look. I just continued running but I felt someone grabbed my arm. I looked and it was none other than her.
"Why are you running? Where are you going? I told you to wait for me." She said while panting because of the long mile she have ran.
"I have an emergency. Why did you followed me? You still have to film for your drama." I said forcing myself to smile.
"Emergency? Then let's have a ride, I'll drive you there. They told us to wrap up so I ran after you." She responded to the stupidest reason I've come up. She actually believed that?
Having no choice, we want back to where her car is. We're both soaking wet because of the rain so she took some clothes from the wardrobe of their dressing room and lend it to me.
"Change your blouse at least, you might catch a cold." She said and turned on the humidifier of her car. She took off her top revealing her upper body. I got a bit shocked and didn't noticed that I was staring for too long.
"You're drooling." She said and chuckled.
"I'm not."
"Why do you look so shock? It's not the first time you've seen this." She said giving me her meaningful smile.
"What if someone saw you? You're an actress Im Yoona." I said.
"You're not calling me Yoongie again." She pouted. Is it really a big deal if call her Yoongie or not? "Besides, the windows of this car are tinted so no one can see what's inside. So go and change your top or you want me to change it for you?" she said and give me her teasing smile. I wasn't able to answer so she speak up again. "I'm just kidding, go and change. I won't look." She said and covered her eyes.
"Don't you dare look Im Yoona!"
"It's Yoongie!"
"Whatever. I'm going to change be sure you won't even take a peek." I said and started changing. Yoona being a good child followed me and didn't even move until I say that it's okay for her to take the cover of her eyes. Suddenly, her teasing expression changed, she became serious and looked at me straightly.
"It's still obvious you know." She said while looking right at my eyes. I looked down. I don't know what to say, I don't wanna deny that I don't know what she's talking about.
"Why did you cry? Did something happened? Did someone hurt you? Tell me." Yoona said with her worried voice. I can't answer, what should I say? I cried after seeing you kissing someone else? I felt Yoona's hand held my chin and lift it up for me to look at her.
"Tell me." She repeated. Tears are forming into my eyes again. Why am I being so emotional? I looked away because she might see me crying again but she used her hand to tilt my head back to her staring eyes. I accepted her staring challenge so our eyes are locked with each other. I stared at her lips then back to her eyes and to her lips again. I didn't mean to but I bit my lower lip.
Yoona leaned in forward and I closed my eyes. Soon, I felt her lips on mine. She grabbed my waist and I put my arms on her neck. I am responding hungrily to her kisses and I don't even want this to end. I moved closer to her body and I felt her warmth. I want to erase the kiss she got from another man a while ago. I don't want to ever see her again kissing somebody else. I don't know why but this is exactly what I feel.
Am I in love? Why am I being possessive? Am I ready to love again after years of being heartbroken?
