I'm pregnant with my ex's baby and marrying the guy i hate, or do i

Not again

here's another chapter of not again. comment, vote, i need you to tell me what you think and what you want to see happen ok so read and let me know. i think this story is slowly drowing itself to a close so i would only expect maybe 5 chapters at the most of this story but enjoy.

Chapter 5

I still don't know what I'm going to do, I completely forgot about signing up for that school I would hate to have to move Christina and Leah away from everything they know. Even though the babies are only 3 months old there just getting used to life and the time change would confuse them plus their family, our family is all here what do I do.

"Hey Vanessa Leah's asleep you want to help me with Christina she won't go to bed" Jake asked walking in with a fussy Christina. I couldn't help but to laugh he could never handle Christina, she was just like James its not even funny.

"Come to mommy Christina." I said.

"thank you" He said and gave me a peck on the lips.

"Not a problem you should just let me put her to sleep she won't go to sleep for you." I said

"I know but I have to try she shouldn't be like James and we wouldn't have this problem" he said

"you know you complain to much" I said in a joking manner

"I know but you know you love me" he said

"can't say your wrong about that." I said, " now I'm going into the nursery it seems someone just was to tired to stay awake." I finished pointing to Christina asleep on my arm sucking her thumb which I took out of her mouth, thumb sucking was a bad habit and I wouldn't allow the girls to do that. That's when I heard screaming coming out of the nursery. " you didn't do a very good job with Leah" I said on my way out the door.

"could you get her please?" he asked

"yes I got her." thank you

On my way to the nursery I could help but think about how everything was going to change if I went to that interview if I got accepted if we moved to Paris how would everything be different. I would miss out on everything in my children's life I would go to school full time and when that's over full time job and then what hire a nanny to watch the kids while Jacobs at work or what take James with us and he could be part of his kids life I don't know if I could handle that, I haven't even told Jacob about the kiss over a month ago I decided to let it go since it hasn't happened again. Then I thought what if we do go it would be a new start for us.

I was in the nursery now and Leah was just looking everywhere with spit up all down her flowery night gown. I put Christina in her crib then walked over the Leah's.

"Hey Leah what happened to you pretty girl did you eat to much my pretty baby."

I picked her up and wished I hadn't, " Leah are you feeling alright baby girl?"

I felt her forehead and realized she was running a fever I took off her nightgown and saw that her skin was a bright red. "JACOB!!!!" I hollered from the nursery hopefully not waking up Christina, I looked over and saw that she was still asleep she was just like me a heavy sleeper. Then Jacob came running in the room, "What is it what's wrong...?" he asked then looking at Leah. "here give me Leah I'll go change her diaper and get her cleaned up you call the doctor and ask them what to do." Jacob said I handed him Leah my sweet precious little girl she looked so miserable but she looked just fine this morning but we had had her out all day at the park and pictures and every where. I went to the phone and called Dr. Smith, our family pediatrician, and he answered on the first ring.

"Dr.Smith's office how may I help you?" he asked on the other end of the phone.

" Hey, Dr. Smith it's Vanessa Maxwell I'm calling about my daughter Leah Anne Maxwell" I stated