Last night in the midnight air
A friend gave me a frightful scare.
Looked at his house, but couldn't find,
A note, or text,or even sign.Through all of this I had no way
To control the way I feel today.
He lied to me and caused me pain,
Yet my eyes still filled with rain.A wild chase was then ensued,
In hopes to find him subdued.
Far and wide we searched for him
Not knowing he was saved therein.As tears wept from my eyes,
I felt the others cries.
"I should have stayed!" I scream emptily.
"I could have saved us this tragedy!"I blame myself, though I am told,
The fault is not in fact my own.
On clock hands i wait for night
So I can finally set things right.I'm sorry that I'm so filled with woe,
For now I feel it's time to go.
End of a poem, not of a life.
Even though it'd cause you no strife.I cringe inside and see my fear.
My anxiety is still right here.
Depression leave for just a while,
Then maybe I won't have to force a smile.