Last night in the midnight air
A friend gave me a frightful scare.
Looked at his house, but couldn't find,
A note, or text,or even sign.
Through all of this I had no way
To control the way I feel today.
He lied to me and caused me pain,
Yet my eyes still filled with rain.
A wild chase was then ensued,
In hopes to find him subdued.
Far and wide we searched for him
Not knowing he was saved therein.
As tears wept from my eyes,
I felt the others cries.
"I should have stayed!" I scream emptily.
"I could have saved us this tragedy!"
I blame myself, though I am told,
The fault is not in fact my own.
On clock hands i wait for night
So I can finally set things right.
I'm sorry that I'm so filled with woe,
For now I feel it's time to go.
End of a poem, not of a life.
Even though it'd cause you no strife.
I cringe inside and see my fear.
My anxiety is still right here.
Depression leave for just a while,
Then maybe I won't have to force a smile.
