He is my music // Phan

1~

Dan

"Come on Dan! Can we please practice at your house today? My parents are home and you know how they are. Tyler's house is being renovated and troye lives to far away. It's just for today. Please?" 

I grumbled and picked my head up from the desk, looking at Pj. His eyes practically begging for me to say yes as Tyler and Troye stared at me, their eyes holding the same. I sighed and gave in.

"Fine. But only for today. My dad is probably going to bitch at me anyways. Why not add more?" 

Tyler's eyes softened and he looked at me sadly. He put a hand on my shoulder.

"It's not your fault he lost his job. He shouldn't take it out in you." 

I shrugged it off and stood up, grabbing  my things. I nodded towards the door and started walking, the boys following me. We walk down the hall. Me in the middle, pj on the left, Tyler on the right, and troye next to Tyler, holding his hand and tightly. They were a couple, been dating for about 2 years. Pj is dating another one of his goes through about 2 a month. I've been single forever. Sure I've dated a few girls when I was younger, but never dated anyone. The boys try to set me up on dates all the time. But I don't really do the dating thing.

Let me introduce myself, I'm dan Howell. The schools most popular and feared. I'm the lead singer for the band me, Pj, Troye, and Tyler made called "Pastel Oceans". Yeah don't look at me. Pj is the one who came up with it. He based it off of one of his old crushes. He said his eyes were the "prettiest thing  he has ever saw". Of course that changed after the guy rejected him and when Pj met Tyler. I guess Pj and the guy are still super good friends. Although I've never met him. Anyways, I'm 16. People say that I sleep around a lot. Which I don't really get but okay? My mom left a few years ago so that leaves me with my dick of a dad. 

"Fuck!" I hear a loud curse and look to my right, seeing Tyler looking at Troye, who is on the ground in front of a pole. Tyler bursts out laughing as me and Pj join in. He must have ran into it. Troye pouts and looks up at us, 

"Not funny guys! It hurts!" Tyler cooed at Troyes words and helped him up, kissing his forehead softly.

"Awe babe. I'll kiss it better. Where does it hurt?" Troyes face heats up as he notices people are watching the cute couple. Everyone in this school knows that Troye and Tyler are inseparable. They are legit the cutest couple in this school. Troyes voice softens as he whispers to Tyler. Tyler then kisses his head and shoulder, smiling then kissing Troye on the lips before pulling away and grabbing his hand again. 

"Cmon guys. I wanna go home. Besides, I have a surprise for all of you" Pj speaks up from behind me, I turn around and raise my eyebrow.

"Surprise?"

"Yes a surprise you idiot. Now let's goooo!" Pj runs down the hall like naruto, dodging other student and laughing as he runs out the door. I roll my eyes as me, Tyler, and Troye walk out of the building. We all pile into my car as I hop into the drivers seat, Pj in the passenger seat,  and the two love birds in the back. We pull out of the school parking lot and make our way to the main road. As we drive home we sing and dance in the car. Screaming the lyrics at other cars as we stop at stop lights. We make out way to my house and I pull into the drive way. We all get out of the car and go into the house.

"Go ahead and set up in the garage, I'll get my mic and music. I'll be five minuets." 

They all nod and make their way to the garage, pushing eachother and playfully yelling insults. I chuckle at my idiotic friends as I sprint upstairs, grabbing my stand, mic, and song book. A paper falls out and I pick it up, looking at the unfamiliar slip. I read it silently, tears starting to form my eyes as I do. It's a song my mom wrote for my dad when they were my age. This used to be my moms song book before she gave it to me for my 10th birthday. It had tons of songs she wrote when she was younger. You could say she was my inspiration. Her voice was amazing. She was offered a record deal but kindly turned it away because she was pregnant with me and was about to marry my father. I read he slip over and over again, taking in the words. I've never noticed this on before, and I've read every single song in this book millions of times. How did it get here? I wipe away the tears as I hear a knock on my door, it creeks open and Pj steps in. He smiles sadly at me as he sees the slip in my hand and my eyes all red and puffy. I smile sadly back at him, stuffing the paper in the book and sliding past him. 

"Cmon, we have practice." 

I didn't want him to ask, even though he already knew why I was crying. He stopped me by my arm. 

"Dan. I know you miss her. But you have to be strong okay? You know me and the boys are here for you." 

I nod and shrug him off, jogging down the stairs as he follows me. We make our way to the garage, Troye and Tyler messing around with their instruments. Troye warming his voice up with sweet melodies. They smile at us as we enter the garage, their eyes lighting up as we start the play. 

Time for practice.

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