(Tasha's POV)
I looked at the time and seen we were nearly 2 hours early. FIR didn't start until after 8 so we had plenty of time to kill. We went to the artists tent to see the BVB sisters chilling with BOTDF.
"Hey Guys how was the funfair" Katt said as we all sat down beside the bar and the instruments. I went over and grabbed a guitar and sat beside Ashley and Jinxx.
"Hey Bianca,can you give me my bag beside your chair, please?" I asked as Bianca handed my bag to Jinxx who gave it to me and I took out my songbook.
"What you up too babe?" Ash asked as I started to play and write some notes down.
"I have had this melody in my head since earlier today so I want to write it down before I forget" I said as I finished writing the notes and played them on the guitar to make sure it sounded right.
"That sounds really good Tash" Andy said as he sat beside Ray Ray and Katt. I looked over at him and smiled as everyone agreed with Andy.
"Yeah and I have the lyrics that fits this so well, but I will wait to do that tomorrow" I said as I sat the guitar down and rested my head on Ashley's chest as we all talked for another hour until the guys went to get ready and us girls went to watch Falling In Reverse.
(Ashley's POV)
I looked down at Tasha as she lay her head on my chest, I knew what I was going to do tonight would change everything. Me and the guys headed to the bus to get ready for the show. Once we were on the bus I went to my bunk and got the box then went to find Jinxx who was in the lounge.
"Hey Jinxx man, can I talk to you for a sec" I said as Jinxx nodded his head and I sat down in front of him.
"What's up dude" Jinxx asked as I took a deep breathe.
"I'm asking you this man because your the only family besides Alex that Tasha has, and I am asking your permission to marry Tasha" I said as I showed Jinxx the ring.
"Dude, are you serious, of course you have my permission, I can see how in love you two are when you are together" Jinxx said as I smiled and hugged him.
"Thanks Bro, now I just have to ask her when the time is right" I said as we went and got ready for the show.
(Raylene's POV)
Me and the girls were watching the concert for about an hour when the guys showed up all ready to rock the show just as we were about to go to the dressing room a man stops.
"Hello, is one of you Tasha" He asks as Tasha looks over and nods her head.
"Im Tasha, is something wrong" she said as The man smiles and shakes his head.
"No, my name is Matthew I'm Falling in Reverse's tour manager, Ronnie has requested that you sing with him tonight, I'm here to get your answer and escort you to the stage.
We all look at Tasha in shock as she agrees and is then taken to the stage, Me and the other girls go to the dressing room to tell the guys as we all made our way to the stage to watch.
(Tasha's POV)
I'm gonna kill ronnie, I have never been so nervous in my life. I was escorted to the side stage were I was to enter from. I paced back and forth as bvb and the girls joined me. I stopped pacing and looked up at Bianca.
"I'm gonna kill your brother after this, just so you know, oh god im so nervous I cant do this" I said as Ashley came over to me and grabbed my hands.
"Hey look at me, you will be amazing I have heard you sing and you are awesome, its time to let everyone know that, babe" Ashley said as he kissed me, then I got called to stage.
(Ronnies POV)
I'm gonna get killed for this but tasha has hidden her talent for too long now is her time to shine.
"And for this next song guys in going to call on a dear friend for help, please give it up for TASHA" I said to the crowd as Tasha came out to everyone cheering and walked over to me.
"Hey guys, are you having fun" Tasha shouted as the crowd went nuts. "Well Ronnie what song are we going to sing" she said as she turned to me and smiled.
"Well I think you will know this song, since we used to sing it all the time" I said as the first cords for "The Drug in me is you" started to play.
(RONNIE)
I heard a knock upon my door the other day
I opened it to find death staring in my face
The feel of mortal stalking still reverberates
Everywhere I go I drag this coffin just in case
(TASHA)
My body's tremblin' sends shivers down my spine
Adrenaline kicks in, shifts into overdrive,
Your secrets keep you safe, your lies keep you alive
Snake eyes every single time, you roll with crooked dice
(Ah)
I felt the darkness as it tried to pull me down (pull me down)
The kind of dark that haunts a hundred year old house
I wrestle with my thoughts, I shook the hand of doubt
Running from my past, I'm praying feet don't fail me now
(BOTH)
I've lost my goddamn mind
It happens all the time
I can't believe I'm actually
Meant to be here
Trying to consume
The drug in me is you
And I'm so high on misery
Can't you see?
(TASHA)
I got these questions always running through my head
So many things that I would like to understand
If we are born to die and we all die to live
Then what's the point of living life if it just contradicts?
(Ah)
(RONNIE)
I felt the darkness as it tried to pull me down (pull me down)
The kind of dark that haunts a hundred year old house
I wrestle with my thoughts I shook the hand of doubt
Running from my past I'm praying feet don't fail me now
(BOTH)
I've lost my goddamn mind
It happens all the time
I can't believe I'm actually
Meant to be here
Trying to consume
The drug in me is you
And I'm so high on misery
Can't you see?
(RONNIE)
I've lost
Myself
You tried to reach me but you just can't help me
(TASHA)
So long
Goodbye
You tried to save me, it won't work this time
'Cause now
(BOTH)
I've lost my fucking mind
And there's no fucking time
I can't believe I'm actually
Meant to be here
Trying to consume
The drug in me is you
And I'm so high on misery
Can't you see?
Oh, can't you see?
Can't you see?
As we finished the song the crowd cheered as Tasha went off stage and we continued the show.
(Tasha's pov)
We finished the song as I made my way back to Ash I seen the girls with shocked faces and the guys just smiling.
"What's wrong, was I really that bad?" I said as the girls all shook they heads.
Ella-"You were Amazing"
Sammi- "What just happened, that was the best thing I have ever seen"
Bianca and Raylene- "OMG, I want your voice"
I turned to the guys who were still smiling and asked how I was. They laughed and hugged me as Andy spoke.
"I cant believe what we just saw" He said as the guys agreed. I smiled as Ash kissed my cheek. We watched the rest of the concert and enjoyed ourselves.
