Septiplier

"Secrets and Confessions"

Jacks POV
Vague pastel plastered walls. I feel transparent, I look into the mirror and see a face. A face that is seen by all but loved by none. Aimlessly wandering into the abyss ahead I begin to wonder, why do I exist? I dreampt and imagined though I didnt yet know what that was. My emotions begin to flare in an uncontrolable fashion. I wear the look of guilt and passion on my face like a mask. Being a baby doesnt look to be so bad. Even though those days are long gone and the kisses I long for still linger on my head. Seeing him there with me makes it unbareable to look at. Knowing I want him but he may not want me. There might be a slight chance, but for now he is my friend....best friend. Ripped from my trance I feel a tap on my shoulder, "Hey you! How's your Monday?!" Mark always being so enthusiastic, I smile. "My day has been going just dandy." I roll my eyes. "Aw, does someone need a hug?" Oh how I wanted one, suddenly I feel a warm embrace. His soft fingers on my arms make me tingle, I hugged back tightly. I felt my cheeks get hot, "Thanks for that Mark." "Of course. Your very welcome." Although there was nothing wrong I wanted to tell him my feelings.

Marks POV
The sensation lingers on my skin. His tight hug that made me worth while. Come to think of it, I don't know if ive yet made my feelings clear to myself let alone him. Maybe I could say something and see what happens. I would love to walk around holding hands feeling all his creases, the curves of his nails, the scars left behind. I want our fingers to be intertwined so  I can feel all of his knuckles, "Hey Jack!" I nearly screamed. "Hey Mark, about earlier, I was just looking at some old pictures of us." So thats what he was doing. "I figured I should tell you since I tried to hide it." I was a little surprised, I dont know why he didnt want me to know. "Oh, ok well never mind that, but would you like to come to my place later? Because I kind of just barged into your house to ask how your Monday was going." I'm not sure why I wanted to spend so much time with him, but I mean I have been having all the thoughs about us holding hands and what not, but his face lit up when I asked. I didn't even need a yes, "Of course i'd love to!" He shouted, and looked away.

Jacks POV
I didnt want to sound to egar but ah fuck it! I couldn't give a care in the world. My heart is beginning to race a little, i'm both excited and nervous at the same time because I haven't seen his new house since he moved last week. I started to think what if Mark likes me? It could be possible. No, wait Jack what are you thinking? You cant just assume that suff. My nerves started to calm as we walk up to my room so I can change.

Marks POV
Holy Shit! I can't believe he said yes. He starts to walk away I follow him, we are going to his room. We get in and he says, "I just need to change I hope you dont mind." "Of course not." I sit on the edge of his bed and he walks over to the closet. I watch him looking for something, "Hey Mark, can you go grab me a pair of underwear? They are in the top drawer." "Yah sure." I reply not really knowing what else to say. I get up amd walk over to his dresser and open the drawer. "Do you want anything in particular?" I feel so stupid. He says, "No, I wouldnt have asked if I did." I end up picking a dark gr'een pair and close the drawer. I walk over to him, he takes them and I walk back and sit on the bed. By this point he has found a shirt, it was light blue. He starts to take off his shirt, right in front of me. He comes out of no where and says, "Are you uncomfortable?" Thoughts race through my mind, "No, its fine, i'm ok." I was actually happy for some reason. His shirt is fully off now. Im watching his every move, he began to slide off his pajama pants. I become mesmorized instantly, I could see he knew but I didnt care. He looked me in the eyes as he dropped his pants to the floor. I turned red, he looked away and walked to get his underwear from the pile of clothes. His ass looked so good, wait what the fuck am I thinking he is my best friend.

Jacks POV
I wandered over to my pile of clothes so I could retrieve my underwear. I mean me and Mark used to change together all the time, but this time it was different. Ive known that ive had feelings for him for a while, but the fact that he looked me directly in the eyes shocked me. I mean yes I started it but he kept it. I start to put my underwear on and Mark gets up and walks over to my bathroom.