Give Me Love (2nd Book)◦Janiel.

F I F T E E N.

(Daniels Pov)
Her words were like bullets piercing through my ear drums. Joey, the only person i've truly felt love for, has a chance of loosing his life?
I didn't want to believe it, and a part of me didn't, i was over whelmed. The nurse kept talking, but it was all a blur.
I zoom back into reality to hear her say that it seemed that he collapsed do to an earlier panic attack. This took me aback a bit, i never knew joey suffered from anxiety let alone panic attacks.
i zone out again as thoughts corrupt my mind, could joey lose his life? could he forget me...again? could be have permanent damage? could this be the end of us?

No. i won't let it be. i will do whatever it takes to keep him with me.
The nurse leaves the room, her last thing she says being "you might want to have a moment with him... it could be some of his last."
I make my way over to the curtain, hesitantly opening it.
The sight i see has me in tears, Joey has a white gauze and bandage wrapped around his head, i hear the heart machine next to him beeping, every beat seems to match with my heart beat.
"Oh Joey." i say tears flowing from my eyes.
I grab his hand, which is colder than usual.
I know he won't hear me, but i need to tell him a few things.
"Joey..." i begin.
"I know you can't hear me, but if for some reason unknown you can, then...... if you want to go..... i want you to know it's okay, i understand. I don't want you going through so much pain that you would rather die than deal with it. i love you always, unconditionally. thank you for making me the happiest i've ever been, thank you for the endless smiles, thank you for everything. I love you....."
As i finish the last sentence i heart the monitor make a long 'beep' noise. I knew i had lost him.
Tears rushed out of my eyes, i couldn't control it, the room became bombarded with nurses and doctors, i could see them all talking, but all i could hear was that beep replaying in my head, nothing but that beep.

Until, i felt pressure on my hand, i open my eyes, i see joeys beautiful blue eyes staring back at me, a small smile on his face, his lips spoke,
"I love you too daniel, i'll look out for you. Please don't miss me too much." he said closing his eyes for the last time.
The room was silent, the doctors stood there in awe, until one spoke up.
"I-I've never seen anything like that happen before." the person spoke, shocked.
"He must have really wanted to say goodbye, he must really love you." another spoke.

"I sure hope so, because if he did, the feelings are more than mutual."
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AHHHH IM GONNA CRY! LITTLE JOSEPH!!! well next chapter will be the last, sorry if you hate me!!! i'm sitting i my car in washington being antisocial cause i don't wan to go inside my grandpas house. TYPICAL MEEE!
"Little Game" Will be started and i'm very excited wOop! spoiler alert, it will be taking place at a christian "gay healing camp". yup yup yup!
btw this is based on a true story, if you want further explanation, let me know!
i'm cold and my phones on 2% so i'm gonna save this and go! bye ilyyyy!
~Karma 🐷🏳️‍🌈