Give Me Love (2nd Book)◦Janiel.

N I N E.

(Daniels Pov)
It's been a week since me and joey last spoke. Saying it has took a toll on me would be a complete understatement.
All that's been racing in my mind is "did he choose shane?" or "you weren't good enough for him." and it was to the point where i started believing the thoughts.

i shouldn't have left him. i should have stayed. how could i have been so blind?
why do i even bother anymore? i should just............. end it all.
Why don't i? What's the point. Without him.........im noting.
"NO DANIEL STOP!" the better of my thoughts told me.
And no matter how much i wanted to listen to the positive ones, there were still the negative voices saying "Just leave." and "Joey's better off without you anyways."

Why dont i just end it?

Who even cares?

I decide to go on youtube to clear my mind and stumbled upon a video called "Why I Haven't Been Vlogging...." it was by a user named "Joey Graceffa" i quickly click on it and am greeted by Joey in my old backyard playing with Wolf. "Ahh good day everyone! Its been a while huh?!" he begins, as the video goes on he explains how he's dealing with some "love problems" regarding him and shane.
I knew i was part of the problem, which made me instantly feel guilt. Knowing that i even caused joey a sliver of pain was enough for me to want to break down.
I realized that joey was now crying in his video "I-I just n-need to figure things out. I love you all........ i just need s-someone to show they love m-me back....... i love you all always. Goodbye." his voice sounded so weak, he looked so hurt. it was then that i realized what i had done and what i need to do now. i can't expect joey to choose me, i need to show him why he should choose me.
What he needs is love and affection.
And i intend to give him nothing less.

I love you Joeseph. And i will do everything in my power to show you that it's true.

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Oh hi peeps. i finally updated.
okay shoutout to @JanielIsLife121 and @UneFilleDeLaNuit for taking over my comment section. I'm watching "WHY WE BROKE UP!" for the 60th time omg omg omg i hated them i was so scared eindkslwnzjsmslpsns. so yeah. anywayssss i'm gonna update this cause i'm getting excited with this story yay yay yay. :) ALSO IM SO SORRY FOR SUCH SHORT CHAPTERS UGH UGH UGH. okie byeeeee ❤️
~Karma 🐷🏳️‍🌈