The Look {Colifer} [DISCONTINUED]

Chapter 5- ♡Pain and Regrets ♡

*Colin's P.O.V*

Damnit.

I think to myself, as I stare at a photo of Jen and me on my phone. We had each
other's arm wrapped around each other's shoulders. Her soft blonde hair captured the gleam of the light, making it glow in the picture. Her smile was like a million stars lighting up the night sky. I take a shaky breath. She's just.... perfect.

Why does she have to be so amazing? Why did that kiss have to be so amazing?!

I hear soft footsteps approaching me. "Hi honey!" Helen says as she walks over to me.

"What Cha looking at?" She rests her head on my shoulder to peek at my phone.

I quickly swipe to an embarrassing photo of me in high school. I was wearing giant glasses that barely fit me and a very unflattering shirt. My face turns bright red as Helen bursts out laughing.

I look over and see Helen on the floor holding her stomach as she continues to laugh.

Her eyes filling with tears, making her face turn red. I burst out laughing and soon we were drifting off both on the floor trying to contain our laughter.

My mind forgets about Jen for a moment. After a few minutes of more of us crying of laughter, we both calm down. I sit up, looking over at Helen. She smiles at me, her whole face lightingup, making my heart flutter.

Why does it have to be like this, I think as I help Helen up, my drifting off
to back to Jen.

Helen's face shows so much happiness when she sees me ....I'll learn to love
Helen again... Right? I can't leave her while we have the--

A baby's cry could be heard off in the other room.

--baby

(cues dramatic music)

*Jen's P.O.V*

-----2 days later (on set)----

I walk out of my trailer, and slowly shut the door. I lean on it for awhile, letting myself collect my thoughts. The cold air hitting my face, making me hug my jacket tighter around me. I step down from my stairs and breathe out. I watch as my breathe floats away.

"Whoa." I say to myself, as I start to breathe in and out again watching my breath, like a little child.

"Hey." Someone says into my ear.

I jump and turn around to find Colin standing there, with his hands in his pockets, and one of his eyebrows raised. My heart flutters.

God..... Why does he do that to me?!

"I see you're enjoying the cold air!" He says, looking at me with a dorky smile on his face.

"Whatever." I say, rolling my eyes at him. Awkwardness slowly fills the air.

"Soooo...." Colin says.

"Listen... I've been meaning to talk to you about something." I say, as my stomach does about 10 million flips inside of me.

*Colin's P.O.V.*

"Listen... I've been meaning to talk to you about something." Jen says.

"Whats wrong?" I say with a worried tone.

"The... the um, the kiss. I've been meaning to talk to you about it." Jen blurts out.

Uh oh...

"W-what?" I say as I scratch the back of my neck.

Jens eyes lock with mine. My heart starts to flutter in excitement but my mind thinks otherwise. Before I can process anything, Jen reaches out to me and grabs my neck.