"SHE SAID WE GOTTA HOLD ON TO WHAT WE GOT!" I sung loudly and then Kellin continued the song laughing. "IT DOESNT MAKE A DIFFERENCE IF WE MAKE IT OR NOT!"
"WE GOT EACH OTHER AND THATS ENOUGH FOR LOVE!"
"WE'LL GIVE IT A SHOT."
"WOAH WE'RE HALF WAY THERE!"
"WOAH LIVING ON PRAYER!"
"TAKE MY HAND WE'LL MAKE IT I SWEAR!"
"OH OH LIVING ON A PRAYER"
We both burst out laughing and hugged each other. "How's life?" He asked me looking into my sea blue eyes, his eyes looked full of pain and hurt. "The best it's ever been. Kellin. What's wrong?"
"Katelynn and I are over. She's fighting for the rights over Copeland. It doesn't look good for me either because I'm constantly touring." He blinked back tears and sunk down onto a stone wall, I looked at him sitting there in his black skinny jeans, pierce the veil hoody with his hair all messy and smiled. "Who broke it off?" I finally asked, I thought about how being around kellin made me feel, how he made me feel happy and made me sure I was going to get better and feel better.
"I did." He said after a long hesitation. "Why?"
"I fell for someone else." He whispered as he slowly looked up into my eyes. I was captured by his gaze and stood there paralysed. "KELLIN BRO!" Vic screamed from across the field. I quickly hugged Vic and then made my way on stage for our show.
We walked off the stage and Amy ran straight into Austin's arms and Josh, Alex and I walked off towards the café. "You know I love you two right?" I said to the boys as we were eating our lunch drinking coffee. "Yeah?" Josh said, I sighed and laughed. "Never mind, it's stupid." He gave me a weird look and then continued drinking. "You coming to the beach party tonight?" He asked and I nodded.
"Guys, I'm sorry this is late notice, but Kerrang! are here and they want to interview you." Our manager said running in like crazy. We walked towards Kerrang and answer a womens questions.
Interviewer - Hi, so you're Suicide Ecstasy right?
Josh - Yeah, hi, it's a pleasure to meet you.
Int - You too. Let me get this right, Amy, Aria, Josh and Alex?
Me - Yup, hi.
Int - Right, first question, where did the name Suicide Ecstasy come from?
Alex - Aria actually came up with the name.
Me - Yeah, I don't know to be honest, we all had spent ages trying to think of names and we had started to release a few songs and I thought it had a nice ring to it. The music we sing about it about suicide and a few songs have drug references and I thought it matched with our music. The guys liked it and it stuck.
Int - Awesome, so I have to ask, how is it being at Warped tour?
Amy - Warped Tour is amazing, it is an amazing opportunity and just a plain great experience. Being here has helped us all develop as a band and made us realise that this is all we want to do in life, I couldn't imagine myself doing anything else.
Josh - Yeah, I agree. Like being in a band started off as just a past time and even when we did release our first single and that I didn't see myself doing it in the future but being here now, being with all these amazing people has made me realise that I can't do anything else.
Int - Can you give us some hints about the new album?
Me - The new album is self titled, it should be released in January next year. We don't have a date yet but around late Jan, early Feb. There is quite a few heavy songs on there that Josh and Alex wrote but there is also a few punky, rocky songs that I have written. And obviously there is the acoustics which are amazing and sound so great.
Int - Who was your inspiration?
Alex - We all have different inspiration, I genuinely don't just have one as it ranges from bands like Oasis and Guns N Roses to bands like Of Mice and Men and Sleeping With Sirens.
Me - Yeah, I have lots of inspiration. I love the bands such as Oasis, Aerosmith, Guns N Roses, The Beatles, the old bands are amazing but I also love Sleeping With Sirens, Go Radio, Mayday Parade, Bring Me The Horizon, Capture The Crown etc.
Amy - Of Mice And Men were my inspiration, I am a huge fan of theirs.
Int - I never get a straight answer for that question. What is your favourite song on your new album?
Me - I love our cover of Hey Jude. We made it our own and its very punky and rocky with the odd scream in.
Josh - Yeah I have to agree. That was Aria's idea and first we didn't think it would work but we are really impressed with the final outcome.
Int - Okay, that's all we have time for, thank you and goodbye.
We all walked back to the van after the interview and got ready for the beach party. I put on a black studded bikini and a pair of shorts and t-shirt and then went to meet Kellin.
"You look great." He said hugging me. I smiled as I breathed in his familiar scent. "We had our first interview earlier."
"How was it? I love interviews."
"It was great, how are you? Have you spoken to your lawyer?" He shook his head and wrapped his arms around my shoulders. I didn't know what to say to him, I didn't know how to give him advice because well a) I'm not a lawyer and b) I don't have a child, so I can't really give him accurate advice.
After a while of walking in silence I felt his strong, masculine hands sliding down from my shoulders to my waist, he grabbed me and threw me onto his shoulders. "Kellin!" I laughed as we ducked under a tree so I wouldn't hit my head. "You're such a mug!" I screamed laughing my head off.
