BoTH oF Us (#Wattys2017) |Completed|✔

NINETEEN~ YOU BROKE ME, MORE

Heyya there people! This chapter will get serious. How serious may you ask? So serious​ that i used CHAPTER i didn't even say CHAPPY i used normal people language Chapter. Things will get serious.

Grab your 3D glasses, some over expensive movie theatre popcorn, and a blanket and get comfy! And some tissues.

Enjoy my lovelies....

~Amelia

I ran faster than peter rabbit. I sped my way down the street zooming past cars, pushing people, and dodging objects. My breathing heavies and I swallow the lump in my dry throat. This can't be happening.

The sirens were close which means my guess was correct. They're going to my house. The ambulance truck took a sharp turn and I followed in suit. I could see my house in the distance. My eyes were glossy and I kept running until my legs gave out on me. When i reached the scene before me I dropped to my knees and cried into my palms.

I looked up and saw the ambulance just now stopping.

"What happened?" i demanded. A paramedic looked at me," I don't know. We got a call saying there was a fire. But i don't see one." he shrugged. I quickly ran into the house. "Ma'am come back!" the medic yelled but i kept running. When i made it into the house i ran to my mom's room.

When i opened the door I saw her on the floor with a pill bottle in her hand.

I rushed to her side and shook her. "Mom! Wake up...No you can't be dead. Tell me your alive. Mom!" i screamed while sobbing. Her face was pale, her hair was greying, her boney fingers were wrapped tight around the jar, and she was sweating. I held her face in my hands. "Mom, I love you. Please don't leave me. Why did you choose to leave me? Have you thought about how we would feel? Mom....why?" I asked my voice cracking. I hugged her tight and let the tears fall.

My mom died. Over an overdose. She killed herself. The more i thought the harder I cried. She can't be gone. I loved her. Even though she never showed it im sure she loves me deep down.

I kept holding her hand while rocking back and forth.

"Why leave me now? When I needed you the most. Mom i love and I dont want you to leave so soon. Not now, not ever. We may have had our arguments, but i remember we used to make up and bake together. I remember all the laughs we shared. Boy problems. Life. I don't deserve this. You don't deserve this." i whispered.

"You deserve this." a voice said. I blinked back my tears and looked behind me, but there was a wall of fire in front of me.

I got up from my spot on the floor and looked around. My mom's body was still on the floor.

I started to cry.

I am useless.

I want to save us, but I can't do anything right!

Now im about to die right along with my mother.

I hugged my legs and rested my chin on top.

At this moment i felt as if my whole world is crashing down. Im hurt. More hurt than ever before. My mom she was my everything. She was my best friend. My mom. My rock. She was what held me together. She was my everything. And now she is gone. Forever. I don't think there is any hope left for me.

My heart is now empty. The little love i had left was for my family. And now I lost them all. First, my father left. Then Van left me. Now my mom left. Who's there for me to love. To hold. To hug when im feeling sad. I could use someone now.

When im sad I sing. And i feel like singing because my life is stupid.

"Crashing, hit a wall, right now i need a miracle. Hurry up now i need a miracle. I need ya, I need ya, I need you right now, yeah i need you right now. So don't let me,  don't let me, don't let me down. I think im losing my mind now. Its in my head, darling i hope that you be here when i need you the most. So dont let me, dont let me, dont let me down. Dont let me downnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn No. Dont let me down, down, down."