BoTH oF Us (#Wattys2017) |Completed|✔

Twenty Nine~ Im Done.

Heyya guys. This chappy is sad. I really hate to do this but I have to. Hopefully you will enjoy and you won't try to kill me through the phone.

Enjoy! Err...well try to!

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~Amelia

The words on the screen were getting blurry as tears flowed on my red cheeks. I read them over and over again and Justin...is marrying Haley?! The phone crashed onto the floor and cracked even more.

To think that Justin loved me. To think that he likes me. Im an idiot. An idiot that is in love.

I screamed and put my hands on my either side of my face. "This isn't happening!" I repeated to myself. Life is not worth living for if I have nothing to live for. No one to live for.

I finally let my guard down. I was afraid to love, to be attached to someone. And this is what I was afraid of.

Heartbreak.

This always happens to me. I break down my tough metal walls and fall in love. Then, my walls crumble down and I am once again the soulless girl inside and out.

Once my walls are broken I build them up again. This time I am the cold, shallow, ruthless, and reserved girl. These walls are made up of metal and they are hard to break. I knew this would happen. Another heart break. And this time Im sure that I am really in love.

I am afraid that if I build my walls up again that I might shut out people that I care about. Like Jordan, Kenny, Jack, Van and Sylvia. They are the only ones that understand me. They didn't break my heart. But Justin did. And I hate him for that. He used me like a snotty tissue. I can't believe him!

More tears welled up in my eyes. I sobbed and sobbed and fell on the ground.. I need someone to talk to. I got up from my knees
And wiped off my- Justin's clothes. I wiped my tears and sniffled picking up my phone. I looked at the phone one more time before throwing it in the trashcan.

I put a hand on the doorknob and yanked it open with too much force causing it to hit my face.

"Ow!" I growled. I stomped outside and scowled at the door. I turned around and punched the door. Then I rubbed my bloody knuckles. I groaned in pain. "Stupid door!" I yelled. Then I kicked the door. I yelped and held my foot jumping up and down like a jumping bean. "You just love hurting me?!" I asked the door.

"You're hurting yourself. The door is innocent." a voice behind me said. I groaned and banged my head on the split door. "You're hurting your-"

"Shut up!" I snapped. "Don't you think that's what Im trying to do!" I yelled furiously. I continued to hit my head on the door until a pair of arms wrapped around my shoulders. I was turned around and was face to face with Mr. Reggie. Oh, what a familiar surprise. I stared at him blankly. He had a cigar in his mouth and his hair was slicked back. "Listen here Bedila." he started, but I cut him off.

"Amelia." I corrected. "Yea. That's what I said Bedila. Now, my son is depressed without you. He needs you back. The breakup was tough." he said. I frowned at him in confusion and felt the anger rising in me. I flung my hands in the air and grabbed my hair making his hands fall off and make him look taken back. "There was no BREAKUP! He cheated on me with my bully! He is a liar! I would never break up with him! He was all that I had left. The only person I have left to love. And he broke me. He lied to me. He lied to you." I screamed and broke down in sobs.

Mr. Reggie looked furious. "How could he?! After all this time I thought Haley was just a friend." he said in disbelief. I sniffled. "You didn't hear about t-the marriage?" I stuttered. "What marriage?!" he huffed. "Haley and Justin's." I said barely above a whisper. Mr. Reggies fists clenched abd he stormed down to a black escalade and sped off leaving me here confused.