Darkest Light In You

Darkness to Blame?

A long slow paced chapter. Enjoy.

Deren PoV

Mottomo has been acting like his younger self lately. Thou his younger self has always perked right back up with my charm at hand. Then agian he isn't 5 anymore. That's a sign meaning somthing big is about to happen.

"Do it! Do it!" When we met everyone at the bottom of the hill-

"Oh my lord!" Mottomo quickly turned the other way clearly embarrassed.

"Whhhooo" Kathryn yelled in excitement. Lily just applaud quietly behind her. Leon was actually french kissing my brother. Should I be disgust,angry,happy? Meh,I'll cheer along for them too.

"Get em BOI!" I yelled pretty loudly. Tomi looks like he's ready to give up on the human race. I don't blame him. For once I didn't mind being an idiot with these idiots. Besides it made Motto more flustered. Taking his mind off of whatever he was thinking about earlier. Speaking of which,when was the last time we kissed?

Maybe he wants one after all,I would give anything for him,and take anything for my little Mottomo. Once they were finished Derrick slapped the coolness out of him. Leon was always a pretty chill guy,one of those 'look rough act nice' types of guys. But for once he was not chill,he wasn't angry ethier. He just gave a very small smile and held his hand out to Kathryn.

"A deals a deal."  Derrick walked the other way possibly to go think his life over. Maybe me and Kathryn could team up.

"No I said french kiss! I ain't stupid there was no touge!" She wailed her arms around while Leon just kept calm. Motto and Lily were having there own conversation in the distant.

Mottomo.... What's ever bothering you let me know what it is soon,ok? I try to keep a smile on my face but was unable. I turned away my face darkening. I love you and I said it once before. No one is going to take you from me. Not even him.

When we got to the cabin,which we now practically live in, I pushed him onto the couch. He stuttered trying to find words,a blushing mess beneath me. So adorable.

"I know you're not going to tell me. So instead I'll make it hurt less." I spoke in a more serious tone then I expected myself to. Motto touched my cheek. 

"I love you too." And taking that as permission, we made wonder love.

"You have no idea how long I was holding that in."  I laughted a bit at my own comment making him blush. We cuddled on the couch holding eachother close. I smiled hearing the slow and steady breathing of my lover. No one.

And as if on cue he shows his face at our school the next day. Only me, Tomi, and Kathryn knows what he looks like so we only recognized him when we saw him. As soon as he passed our group we both gasped. Every one was a bit confused but ignored it. The bell to head for 1st period had rung,so we said our goodbyes and parted. 1st period is only 1 out of the 2 classes I don't have with Mottomo,even if his only down the hall. I sighed in protest like always fanilly letting go of him.

"Bye Mottomo !" He waves back at me a bit flustered rushing along to get to class. Now were is he?

Mottomo PoV

I hurried along to class not wanted to be alone with Deren much longer. Why am I still so embarrassed by what we did?..last night. AHHGHHH!

For some old reason I felt as if I should walk faster. So fast that I could get a mark on my forehead if I bumped into a pole. Which I did.

"Pain." Wait did I bump into some one. I looked up from across and saw a boy rubbong his face. Did I...knock our foreheads together?!?

"Sorry!" I quickly tried to spit out an apologize.