Darkest Light In You

It Hurts

Photo of Mr.???

Deren PoV

"I let him get caught!" I screamed at all of them.

"You were only trying to help me. Don't blame yourself like that." Derrick spoke in a quiet voice.

" As much as I want TO RIP YOU IN HALF-! I understand." Tomi visibly cringed at his last statement. And for the first time I've seen. He lost his calm formal expression.

"  Tomi I know how...." Derrick tried to comfort him.

" NO! HE HAS EVERY RIGHT TO WANT TO KILL ME. I...I l." I fell onto the clean white floor.

"I'm the reason.... I'M THE REASON.!" I yelled even louder than before. My thoart burned ay that point ,and my mouth went dry.

"Damn RIGHT IT IS!"  Tomi spat at me. I looked up to his red eyes slighty glowing.

I almost cried. I wanted to cry. Why won't I cry? WHY?! Everything is dry.

"We should call the police..." Derrick suggested.

Tomi glanced at me. As if he knew what I've done in the past. Like he knows a secret that most be kept hidden from us. He's was clearly hidden somthing from us. Something important.

"Call them. But don't tell them about the cabin."  Tomi words weren't neat and proper any more. He had hurt in his voice and he slured his C's.

"We have to find him. now." Tomi as well as myself stared at Derrick in disbelief.

"I nevered hated the kid!" He shouts in self  defense.
"Let's go find your bo-lover."

I weakly looked up at him. The first time in my life time,his eyes aren't cold or hard,but soft and caring. He's serious about us. Me and Mottomo.

"No. Rest up. You still have school tomorrow Deren. Your brother and I can handle this. " He seemed to have calm down,but I didn't dare to speak a word.
"Do you have work tomorrow?"

"No I'm free. But..." He looked over at me and Tomi eyes followed his landing on me.

"He's already caught up with his school,AND only has 1 unexcused tardy..." Tomi rose an eye brow his eye changing to a cherry color red.

"Fine. You guys can sleep here. I-Please excuse me for a moment." There's he's proper accent.And there his secret eyes again.

"Stay inside the masion,I'll be back. Goodnight."  He bows and quickly walks through the front door slaming him behind him.

I stayed still on the floor still on my knees. My brother looked back at me only glaring. Just  blank expressions on our faces as we stare at eachother.

"You should get clean up. I'm heading to bed after changing." He bit his lower lip,his eyes darting everywhere but at my face.

"I-I'M... I'm fine.. Derrick..." I took in deep breaths.  I gave him a warm smile.

"If you say so..."  Derrick strached the back of his head. I know he wanted to say more but he knew better.

I sighted finally getting up from my stop after a few mintues. I need to stop feeling sorry for. I need to stay strong. For him...I shook my head violently.

"Tah-that's not going to happen..." I almost fell forward catching myself before impact. My mind went black and I couldn't breathe. Not going to happen. I won't let THAT  happen to him.

I was shaking like a leaf and needed to calm myself down. I took large amount of air fill my lungs. A couple a seconds and I release the air in my lungs. I stood up straight and my vision returned. Once I was relaxed I decided to clean myself up and take a shower.