Darkest Light In You

Brighter He Shines

My PoV still

5 years later and our bond is about to become even stronger.We are finally going to the same school and he just moved 3 streets down from us!!Well me..Anywhoo.......I'm finally allowed to go to a public school,where Deren is heading right ar this moment.I  don't know the difference between a private school or public one,but Tomi said it would have a lot more kids my age.I looked to rhe right at my cousin(Tomi) like an idiot.

"Remember never give people your name out... your real name." I cut him off,bored of the same lecture I've gotten since we gotten in the car.

"My name is Mottomo Suterue once we step out the house.."My grin long gone,as I sleched in the seat frowning.

"You..."I looked over at Tomi deeply sighing.I sat up wanting to know what had him so...In thought....That's what you call it right...He looks..worried.I mean no ever told me why my name  has to stay a secret.Is that why he's  stress about this..I looked out the window and then my sleeves.I pull them up every so slightly .They have started to completely heal lately.Usually  they just stay opend,or get infected.Not like I used to give themselves a chance to heal...

When the car finally stopped Tomi grabbed my shoulder." Be carful around that kid...Deren.."
Then he motion me to get out of the car as he lets go of my hurting shoulder.I climbed out of the car abit confused at what he meant by 'be careful'.Probably stuff about my name again..

Now that I'm thinking about..I never did tell Deren my name...He always just called me.....I shock my head of those thought.We were young back then we didn't even know what that meant back then...I fell over my face hurting,stinfing,and cooked. What even did I bump into?I looked up an noticed a big metal pole in the way.I scanned the area quickly sitting,seeing if any one noticed.Then a hand appear in my line of vision.I know that sweater sleeve from anywhere...I grabbed the hand smiling.I kept holding on to it as I got up fro the floor, looking the person with the  sweater on in the eyes.

As we walked down the hallway hand and hand.People started laughing,and giving us weird looks.Saying things like 'Ahhh-Gay' or 'fags'.What does those things even mean,exactly?I looked up next to me,Deren.Once he saw my confused face he relaxed a bit.Smiling down at me squezzin my hand tighter,shaking a bit as he did so.Weird...What was that long pause.He should me to my room.

"I'll show you around a bit little later.?"

"Sure can't wait,Deren!"I jumped a bit exictment in my voice.Just as I was about to to enter my classroom,I quickly grabbed his sleeve."I never got the chance to tell you my name."

A/N
*Puts on hat w/ sunglasses