Saviours

I woke up to the sound of my alarm going off. I rolled over grabbed it and threw it across the room. I didn't want to get up, I didn't want to go to school. School may as well have been called hell the people constantly making you feel like shit the pointless lessons and crap food. I dragged myself out of bed and played some music.

" In the end as we fade into the night!..."

I sung along music always made me happier. I grabbed my Black Veil Bride shirt and some black skinny jeans. I applied my make up and then went downstairs. I made myself a quick fruit salad and grabbed my laptop. I had ten minuets before I had to leave for school so I decided to watch a BVB funny moments. I had never laughed so much! C.C was reading a part of fifty shades of grey I was dead it was both perfect and funny! when I saw I had to leave for the bus I was sad to have to leave but I did.

As I waked into the school I was tripped almost the second I walked in I fell and people laughed I picked my self off and carried on walking down the hall. I walked down the hall I hers people making comments behind me such as 'emo freak' 'look the fags back' 'retard alert' I pretended not to here them but it hurt. I walked into class the second the bell rang I walked to my seat as people walked passed they would push the stuff off my desk and say it was an accident in a sarcastic voice. I was fed of of this place every day was the same I just need to get away for here!

the teacher walked in and I slipped my head phones in and completely zoned out of the lesson. I was going to fail this class anyways so why listen?

"the writings on the wall your crimson touch is going no where and I'll hang on every word you said and sink my teeth into this nightmare..."

I put my head into my arms. about three songs in I felt a hand on my shoulder, how typical my teacher realized my head phone. She always does! I was told to stand out side the class and to hand my phone in. I did so. I stood outside the class until the bell. When it rung the teacher came out, she told me that if I don't start paying attention in lessons she'll have to fail me and contact home. I didn't mind failing but not contact home. I apologized and said I'd pay more attention next lesson which I wont but it kept her happy thinking that. 

the next lesson went pretty fast seeing as I didn't have music to listen to but after that was break. Break and lunch where the worst times of day. I walked around looking for somewhere quiet to chill but as soon as I thought I had found some where I heard some one yell "Oi emo freak come here now." I turned around and saw a bunch of girls. I was quite small for my age and they there much taller than me. I wasn't the strongest of people I didn't eat much. People have called me fat since 3rd grade and I guess I just believe it now so I seriously restrict my eating. 

The 'main girl' I guess of the groups pushed me I never had much luck with balance so I fell straight over. they all laughed. I herded the bell. "lucky this time freak just wait until lunch your pathetic bands going to save you now?" they laughed and walked off.

I remained on the floor. I sat in silence for a good 3-5 minuets. As the second bell sounded I walked to class.

The rest of the day went fairly quick until lunch. I never ate lunch I didn't want anyone to see me eating. I walked around trying not to bump into the girls again, but I did they found me...

"Ready to finish what er started birch?" I heard from behind me. I slowly turned around then ran. "don't even think about it". Two of the girls behind her ran ford and grabbed me. why couldn't I be a better runner? 

The girls held me still I tried to break free but it was pretty pointless I was helpless. the main girl punched my straight in the face. I felt blood trickle down my face "weak" she said smiling. She took a few more swings then punched me straight in my stomach. I fell to the floor in pain. the all kicked me and then walked off laughing. My face was cut I could barley breath. I walked to the back room and cleaned myself up, I could already see bruises forming on my stomach. I walked to next class ans sat in silence for the hole lesson.

What did I do to deserve this..?