Saviours

I'm Sorry

~WARNING: next secen may be triggering to some people if so please skip to the next paragraph~

I had been on the bus for about 4 hours now I felt really close with the guys like I'd known them ages well Iguess I have but you know what I mean. They started talking and I kinda drifted off into thourght. I realized these are the five men who saved my life... with out then I wouldnt be here. I ran my finger over the scars on my wrist... I remembered the night. I'd had enough of the bullies, enoug of school enough of being mad feel like a peice of shit. I curlled up in my room crying. I wanted to end it. I wanted to die. I couldnt take it anymore. i grabbed a blade and ran it accrose my wrist again and again. there was so much blood... I fell to the floor my phone fell out of my pocket and started playing music "Never give in never back down never give in when your life feels lost fight against all odds..." It was Andys voice and the music I looked at a poster of them on my wall I realized what I had done. I couldnt give uo now I couldnt give in. I grabbed the first aid kit and stoped the bleeding. There have been many nights I wish I didnt save myself...

I fealt a tear run down my face. "hey, are you okay?" Andy said softly. "yeah' yeah im fone dont worry" I said my voice high I wanted to cry. "No your not" Andy said he grabbed my hand "come here" he took me to his bunk "tell me why your crying" he said. "Its silly honest" I replyed "please" he said looking at me with puppy eyes. I looked down and told him about the night. when I looked up again he had a tear in his eyes. "I'm sorry" I said. "dont be sorry" he hugged my tightly. I felt safe. "promise me you wont ever do anything like that again he said looking into my eyes. "I promise" I said

then out of the blue he kissed me

Andy's: P.O.V

She told me what she'd been threw I'd only met her a few hours ago but there was something different about her. As I looked into her deep green eyes I felt a tear trickle down my face. Why did anyone deserve to feel like this?

I don't know what came over me I kissed her. Completely out of the blue! Why did I do that?! Do I have feelings for her..?

"Sorry" I whispered "its fine honestly" she blushed "well you definitely made me feel better" she chuckled.

We walked back out the boys all say around.

"Dirty five minuets in the closet" Ashley said winking "haha no" I laughed

"Wow dudes look at the time!" JINXX yelled

"Dinner time" Jake yelled looking extremely happy at the thought of food!

"Let's go out"? I suggested

"Hell yeah"! the guys yelled together

I looked over at her "you wanna come"?

"He'll yeah if that's cool with all you"!

She yelled

"Fuck yeah"! CC yelled!

The guys all smiled at her

"Great" she smiled

Rockies P.O.V

I just met my idols and now I'm going for a meal with them this can't be happening!! Things like this just don't happen to girls like me!

We all left the tour bus and started walking to a restaurant many people where staring at us a couple people came up to take pics and have autographs. I felt so lucky!!

We walked into a diner, "so what does everyone fancy"? jake said smiling. "HOTDOGS!" They all yelled together I couldn't help bit laugh. Andy looked at me I couldn't help but stare into his amazing blue eyes "how about you"? he had a grin as he said it "same" I said smiling "six hotdogs" Jake said to the waiter "sure thing hunny she said smiling. "I'll be right back" ash said staring at a waiter across the room she way in her early 20's blond ashes type. "Haha typical ash" JINXX laughed as ash walked away.

"So!" JINXX said "Rockie surely you should call your parents just tell then where you are"? "Nah" I replied "They won't realise I'm gone I'll answer if they call but no need otherwise" "fair enough" JINXX said

We ate our food up fairly quick then walked back to the there bus I felt so at home here only known them a day! Well properly known them...

It was around 11pm

"We leaving for tour tomorrow guys!" Jake yelled "HELL YEAH" Ashley yelled in reply. Cc walked to the back car rowing alcohol "LETS GET WAISTED!" He yelled everyone's face lit up as they grabbed something to drink "do you drink" ANDY asked I kept getting lost in his amazing blue eyes. "Yeah a bit" I smiled he passed me a bear smiling "BOTTOMS UP!" Jinxx yelled. Everyone downed there bottles I decidedly take mine a little slower.

'2 hours later'

CC was hanging upside down from his bunk yelling "I'm a monkey!!" JINXX was somehow walking around only in his boxers falling everywhere. I could hear Jake yelling "I SMELL FISH AND TURNIPS AND HIPPOS ARE YUMMS" CC was trying to make pancakes Ash was having imaginary sec with some imaginary girl! I was falling all over the place!

JINXX then walked out of the bus and came back with some girl called Maisie? Around 4am ANDY came over to me "hey how about you sleep in my bunk tonight" he said slurring his words. Well I wasn't going to say no was I :3

The following morning everyone had hangover besides me and this Maisie person while the boys where all passed out I didn't know what to do should I leave? Was I overstaying my welcome? I could feel Andy's arm around me I didn't want to wake him I opened the bunk certain to see that girl Jinxx found lying on the floor under JINXX both fully clothed. She was wide awake she clearly didn't want to wake him by moving too...