-private message with 'louise'-
y/n: I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house. That don't bother me
louise: what?
y/n: i can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
louise: are you crying?
y/n: im not afraid to cry
louise: ???
y/n: every once in a while even though goin on with you gone still upsets me
louise: i havent gone
y/n: there are days every now and again i pretend im ok but thats not what gets me
louise: are you okay???
y/n: what hurts the most was being so close
louise: so close to what?
y/n: and having so much to say
louise: then say it
y/n: and watching you walk away
louise: is this bc i went with elton to the store without you?
y/n: never knowing what could've been
louise: ????
y/n: and not seeing that loving you, was what i was trying to do.
louise: im so confused
y/n: its hard to deal with the pain of losing you every where i go
louise: you havent lost me what
y/n: but im doing it
louise: ok???
y/n: its hard to force that smile when i see our old friends and im alone
louise: old friends?
y/n: still harder getting up, getting dressed living with this regret
louise: im sorry?
y/n: but i know if i could do it over i would trade give away all the words that i saved in my heart, that i left unspoken
louise: OHHHHHHHHHH
y/n: what hurts the most
louise: waS BeiNg so cLOOOooooOsE
y/n: shit.
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