- ;; vlog squad ; groupchat

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(trigger warning: mentions of suicide. i'll put a warning just before so if you get triggered by that kind of stuff you can skip x)

heath: why would you give that up?
heath: and for us?
y/n: so you aren't happy.
y/n: ok.
y/n: i fucking quit my dream job because i felt bad for leaving my friends but no fuck you.
heath: y/n i didn't mean it like that u know i didn't
y/n has left the group-chat
david: well done heath
zane: biggest dick award goes to: Heath Fucking Hussar.
zane: you have no idea how much that job meant to her, she waited her whole life to become a model and she gave it all up for us. especially you. and you threw it back in her face and was totally ungrateful. you're pathetic.
heath: what do you mean for me?
liza: ur fucking blind lmao
liza: she loves you. she always has.
heath: she did, once.
zane: iomfhajdjs. IF YOU WOULD TAKE UR HEAD OUT OF UR ASS AND WIPE THE SHIT OUT OF UR EYES YOU WOULD SEE THE WAY SHE LOOKS AT YOU. THE WAY SHE REPLIES ALMOST INSTANTLY WHEN YOU TEXT
heath: point? i have a girlfriend. she needs to get used to it.
liza: low
david: that's so fucking low heath even for you, she was your first love and your not even putting up a fight
heath:  ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
zane: i can't believe u rn.
heath: she just has to get used to it.
zane: she can't!
heath: why can't she?!
(SUICIDE MENTIONED)

zane: she stopped modelling ages ago.
heath: no she didn't.
zane: yes she did, she stopped after she tried to kill herself
liza: what..
david: she would've phoned me
scotty: what the fuck
jason: i feel bad for her. i've only just got on the chat btw
corinna: :/
heath: why didn't she tell us?
zane: she didn't want you to worry. she phoned me up about two months ago when she came out of surgery
david: SURGERY?!
zane: stomach pump
scotty: oh my god
zane: she tried to overdose on xanax or something i'm not sure, she felt as if we didn't need her anymore and that if she was gone we would be better off
zane: thats why i disappeared for a few days. i went to florida hospital to visit her to make sure she knew she was loved.
david: fuck
liza: i knew she was feeling bad...
corinna: i feel awful
toddy: idk what to say
zane: i made sure that no matter what happened we would always be here. i told her we would never leave her not even you, heath. so for you to say that to her you were fucking heartless. think before.

(you can carry on reading here)

heath: i fucked up.
zane: well fucking done. you aren't gonna be able to fix it this time
liza: i agree with zane
corinna: reading over the texts make me want to cry, how could you fucking say that to her
toddy: ^
david: guys she tweeted

Twitter:
@Y/U/N: Hey guys, sorry i haven't been active lately. I probably won't be active in the future either, don't worry things are fine!! Xx I just need to think, so for now. Goodbye, Y/N x

david: fuckfuckfuck
heath: this is all my fault
scotty: ur darn tootin right
liza: she isn't answering
zane: ?
liza: the phone
zane: oh
corinna: i'm gonna go round hers who's coming?
zane: me
david: me
scotty: me
toddy: me
heath: me
david: no heath you can stay. you caused this.