Before & After Class --- J.B & A.G

10

{Ariana POV} 

I was walking around and kept thinking about it, how me and Justin's relationship will be found by Alexa and Scott. But, I DO NOT want to risk this. 

Is it bad, everything I do I have to be careful...? 

I kept walking, and I didn't want to turn back. I just wanted to be with Justin, because in everything he makes me feel, like everything, every little slot of my life... Is safe and protected...

*Calls Justin*

I heard his voice, and made me feel like everything was gonna be fine.

"Babe...?" I heard him pop my thoughts

"Please, pick me up." I told him

"Okay, baby girl." He replied "Just tell me where you are."

"I'm by the college." I informed him

"Alright, baby..." He said 

"Bye, baby boy." I responded 

"Bye baby girl." He said as we both ended the call

I waited and sat on the bench. Feeling my sanity and anger rushed out of me. I listened to The Weeknd 'Ordinary Life'. I love his albums... I started singing along to the song.

*Hears clapping from behind*

I turned around to see Justin. I smiled and blushed, covering up my face.

{A/N: YOU MOFOS BETTER LISTEN TO THIS BLESSED ALBUM!}

"Babbbbyyy..." I smiled and revealed my face to him

He took his hands from the side, and walked up to me even closer. I got up and wrapped my arms around his neck. I kissed his lips, I felt better. I was emotionally stable and different when I'm with Justin...

I pulled away from the long un-breaking away kiss. 

"You wanna go to my place?" He asked gently 

"Can, we just take a walk?" I begged a little

"Why not." He shrugged his board shoulders

I interlocked my arm, with his. We started walking around the block, and trust me I was scared, but I didn't care. When, we were approaching the car he picked me up and I sat on the car.

{Alexa POV}

"Scott, I'm not jealous or that type of mood towards her." I explained "She, won't tell me anything."

I wanted to sob... She told me every detail of the smallest thing...

"I know, Alexa..." Scott replied "But she's grown every since him." 

I know its not her... She's scared to tell everything, because he use to use it against her... Use every little thing against her...

"I just want the truth..." I sighed 

Scott sat closer to me, and rubbed my arm in sympathy. I felt his warm face and stubble of hair on me. Poking through my shirt.

{Justin POV}

"Do it, Justin..." I heard her voice peeking in my ear

"W-what...?" I asked her as she was sitting 

"Have sex w-with m-me..." I saw her cheeks blushed

I wanted to, so badly... But no.. My mind and heart said no, because I was testing myself and her. Is she in this for our likeness for each other...? Or me being a toy for her? 

"N-no." I stuttered 

I saw the amazement go away in her eyes. It was now dull and sort of dark.

"I'm ready..." I could tell she lied

I wanted to give her it.. I didn't want to hurt her, and do it when she really doesn't to do it...

"Let's just sleep at my place...?" I suggested as I changed the subject

I saw her facial expression to change to calmness. 

"Al-alright." I heard her gently voice say 

She hops off of the hood of my car, and fixes her pants. She sways her hips, as she went and opened the passenger side car door. Her small figure sat on the leather chair. 

I saw her plug her phone into the AUX cord. She played The Weeknd 'Angel'. We both have the same taste in music.

I heard her hum the words. 

It was better than anyone else singing. Even though it was her humming, I felt my ears was my mouth eating up delicious food. 

{Ariana POV}

I was asking for sex, because I wanted to get my mind off of things. I wanted to forget about my ex, and what happened after mom died. I became depressed as these things flew by, so quickly. Mom died because of stupid cancer. My ex did things to be that I never wanted to be done to be.

Hit me.

Beat me with my emotions and feelings.

Played with my heart with different girls.

Rubbed off me.

Left me with his tears, of sorriness.

His sorriness was bullshit.

The bullshit lied with me ever since, that day we graduate.

Kicked me in my stomach.

I threw up his love all over him.

It was a waste.

It was toxic.

Toxic isn't the word.

It was never meant to be.

{Justin POV}

I saw Ariana sitting still. She was never like this. I gazed at the beauty of her. I wonder what she was thinking about.

We got to my house, and I parked the car. I got out and got to Ariana's side. I decided to carry her bridal style, and up to my room. I lied her down on my bed, and took off my shirt.

"You have more tats?" She asked with awe

"Y-yeah." I smiled

"When did you get them?" She asked with wonder

"I was ummmm...???" I told while thinking "About 16 or 17." 

"I got my first tattoo on my finger, saying MOONLIGHT." She informed 

I touched her hand, and grabbed it finding the tattoo on the side of her right middle finger. I kissed it, and smiled as I pulled away.

"What does it mean...?" I integrated her a little about it

"Its just something between me and my mommy." I focused on her eyes as she said the last word

Her eyes glistened and widened, as she said 'mommy'. Her eyes turns glossy and glossier. The pain isn't the memory, I could tell.

The pain was the love and what they shared. 

Pain isn't what hurts. Its the tears that's being shed. That's being slid off. Tears that are being wiped away...