"Honestly, I want to jump out of the window."
"Why did I ever become friends with them?"
"Why did he leave us?"
"Can't we just happily sing together?"
You look at the complaining boys.
"Yah!" You scream.
9 heads turn towards you.
"Instead of...
"Did Lu respond to any of you guys?" You ask the members. You guys have been calling and texting Lu Han non-stop.
"If he did, we would've told you first."
"Guys, I'm sorry..." you cry again. "I'm sorry for disappointing everyone by creating a group that disbanded.... my sister is probably disappointed in me, my mom is probably gonna disown me and my brothers are gonna be disappointed too and I couldn't be good enough to keep this group together. I'm... I'm so sorry."
"[y/n]..." Suho says. "Please. It's not your fault. If it's not my fault it's not your fault either."
"[y/n], you thoughts and actions right now are making us sad. We are hurt that you think it's your fault. Please." Xiumin hugs me and comforts me.
"Thank you guys.... thank you."
Your phone vibrates and you quickly take it out to see if it was from Lu Han. There was a text message notification on my phone.
Lu Han: I love you
You bury your face in your hands and sobbed. You just can't believe that... he's gone.
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"BWAHAHAHAHHA [Y/N] LOOK AT THIS MEME!!!" Chanyeol runs over to you.
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"Oh my gosh.... so tru tho" you laugh with them.
"Argh... how do they even find these pictures?" Sehun pouts.
"We blackmail EXO fans and hire them to make memes." You joke and everyone laughs except for sehun.
"OH MY GOSH LOOK AT THIS !!!" Chen laughs and shows everyone what's on his phone.
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"Oh my lord... Yixing though..." you point at the meme and laugh.
Suddenly, Tao walks in the room.
"[y/n], I'm gonna visit china soon, can you come with me?"
You think.
"Sure, I guess."
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"Thanks for coming to Hunan with me," you say to Tao.
"No problem! I should thank you for coming to china with me in the first place."
"That's fine, it's a good time to take a break away from everything."
"[y/n], do you think you'll date anyone else in EXO???"
You think about that question. You are the closest to Lay, but he's your childhood friend. Sehun is hot and a great dancer, but he's like a little brother. Chanyeol is so friggin musical, but just as a music partner. Kai is so amazing at dancing and you're so shook, but Kai is your donsaeng. Chen Baekhyun Xiuminand D.O are awesome, they are your favorite singers after all. But dating? Not really. Suho takes care of people well, he would make a great boyfriend, but you looked up yo him as a oppa. But Tao... You've always had a special bond with him ever since you first talked to him when he was a trainee. He's been through so much, just like you, and he's so talented.
"Maybe one person... but I don't love him the way I love Lu Han."
Tao nods.
"[ycn]?"
You turn around. "QIANXI!!!!!" You exclaim and you get up to hug him.
"[ycn]... I thought you were in Korea..."
"Im just visiting. How has TFboys been?"
"To be honest, it's kinda stressful to be a celebrity when you're 13. But oh well, it's a great experience."
You notice Tao looking at you weird. "Right! Qianxi this Huang ZiTao, Tao this is YiYangQianXi, also known as Jackson."
Jackson bows. "Oh my gosh... [ycn] you're friends with Tao???"
"Well duh, he's in EXO and I formed EXO. If you could text, you would know this!"
"Well I'm sorry I'm busy!"
Tao chuckles. "Hey [ycn], I'll let you two catch up and I'll look around Hunan lone for a bit. I'll meet you at the hotel at 7PM, is that okay?
"Yeah, totally! Have fun!" Tao hugs you and says goodbye to Jackson.
"Can I see your mom again? I miss her so much." I ask Jackson.
"She might go crazy and give you a truck load of food, but sure. She'll be pretty happy."
You and Jackson talk as you two walk out of the restaurant. Then you run into someone.
"Oh sor-" You saw the person's face. And your eyes water.