One directions dark side

Can't handle it

Liam P.O.V

she's gone, why her, why did she have to leave, why did she have to leave me '' liam mate we should go its getting late and the girls are getting tired '' I didn't know what to say should I stay with Tracys lifeless body or go with the lads.

'' Liam come on we've been here for an hour let's just leave her '' niall spoke, all my anger was towards him no so I punched him across his face '' WHY WOULD YOU EVEN SAY THAT IF IT WAS KATHERIN THAT WAS DEAD YOU WOULDN'T WANT TO LEAVE HER WOULD YOU '' I kept punching him across his face and katherin tried to rip me off of him but failed until zayn pulled me away roughly '' calm down mate were all devastated here we understand that if one of our girlfriends died we would be doing the same but I'm sorry to say this but you have to let go I'm sorry liam we have our own people to take care of were leaving with or without you ''.

Katherin P.O.V

I know what liams going threw to lose a loved one Tracy was my bestie but 2 years ago my baby brother died and I hated that he was only 4 '' I'm staying with liam '' I announced '' why '' niall asked '' he needs someone to be here can't you see that your friend is hurting and you guys still want to leave well I'm not I'm staying here and that's that '' I sat next to liam who was still crying and just put my head on his shoulder '' thanks '' liam whispered.

Kathleen P.O.V

'' Katherin right '' I said, I was walking towards him and louis pulled my arm '' no let's go '' I shook my head '' he's not the only one hurting I mean liam was Tracy lover and I'm her big sister '' I said while yanking my arm away from him.

I sat on the other side of liam and put my head on his shoulder '' thank you too '' I heard him say '' anytime ''.

Liam P.O.V

katherin and kathleen had fell asleep on my shoulders so I nudged them to wake up and they did '' hey why don't you guys go back to the hotel room and rest '' they shook there heads '' no I rather be here with you '' katherin said, I stood up and they did too '' come on let's go now '' I picked up Tracy body and we made our way to hotel.

We got to the hotel and I placed Tracy on the bed she looked better in a way she looked like she's at peace, she's in a better place now.

I took a shower and then went to bed with Tracy by my side I know weird I have a dead body sleeping next to me but I don't give a damn.

'' Liam I missed you '' Tracy said '' I missed you too '' I ran up to her and kissed her '' liam I have to go now '' she said '' no you can't you can't leave me again '' I said '' I'm sorry but I have to '' I ran to her but I couldn't catch up '' Tracy please come back ''

Kathleens P.O.V

I couldn't sleep form a bad dream about Tracy, I went to liams room and he was muttering something I couldn't understand and he was sweating he must have been having a nightmare.

I shook liam and he woke up '' what are you doing here '' he asked me I had a nightmare '' he nodded and motioned me to come lay down next to him so I did I felt safe with him '' what was your dream about '' he asked '' Tracy '' I said '' huh me too '' I smiled and looked up at him, his milky brown eyes meeting mine, he started to lean in and our lips met.

I pulled away after a couple of seconds '' I'm sorry you just remind me of her '' he said '' its ok '' I said, I stood up and liam grabbed my wrist '' where you going '' he asked '' just getting a cup of water '' he smiled and nodded '' get me one please '' I nodded and went to the kitchen.

~ next morning ~

Liam P.O.V

its been and day since Tracy died and it doesn't feel the same without her I can't hold her I can't kiss her I can't call her mine I miss her. Today all of us decided to go ice skating to get our mind off of things so we did.

We got to the ice rink and it was empty we had the place reserved. As I was skating all the memories of me and Tracy here flooded back in my head so I had told the boys I would sit out till we would go to the mall.

We got to the mall and its been about two hours since we were there so we left and at the exit memories flooded back from the fight with jason and that day she kissed me our first kiss the day she was finally mine.

I couldn't handle being alive with out her I just can't I feel like my whole life isn't complete so I decided that I would commit suicide I know why die when you can live there is always a reason to live for, well my reason died so I want to be with her.

I got to the roof of the hotel and I had a wooden stake, I placed it over my heart and I was gonna plunge it until someone appeared in front of me and made me drop the stake.

A/N hey guys well the next chapter is gonna be a long one maybe idk yet so yeah please vote thanks

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