Trainee Days |AMBW•FANFIC|

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"Mw–Mwo?"

"A K-pop idol, Yi Eojin, the first girl to ever debut under YG entertainment of a mixed heritage."

"Really?"

I jumped up out of my seat, scared. Why scared? Why not, excited...happy. "A– K–K— K-pop, Idol?"

"Yeah." He smiled.

I couldn't believe it. After all of these years, I'd finally have people know my name. "But, in a group. You have to start of small, you know. I'll even let you be the face."

Really?!? "We haven't picked out the other members just yet, but—

that's when I remembered. Eunhui was sitting there, shocked, ears burning as she listened to the entire thing. She may have been a pain, and may be clinging onto Yang HyunSuk like a deranged maniac. But, she didn't deserve to be unhappy. Especially because of me.

"Okay, but under one condition."

"Whatever," he pauses trying to throw Eunhui off of her spouting and pleading. I pointed to her from over his shoulder. "You want!"

"Eunhui gets to debut with me!"

His face dropped. "You can't be serious! Aigoo, she's a mad woman—

"REALLY?"

I plugged my ears. "Yes, really, I want Eunhui to debut with me."

"Thank you so so so much!"

The next thing I knew, Eunhui got on her knees and started kissing my feet. "Hajima! You're not an animal!"
I tried to kick her away, when Appa came running in.

"What's the emergency?! Is Eojin in trouble?!"

"No no no, we just recruited her to debut in a new girl group." Hyun Suk said to him.

I looked over to see if Appa was happy or not. But, he looked lost. Not confused, but upset.

"What?"

"You didn't hear me?" Hyun Suk looked almost as surprised as me? Was he not happy?

"Appa?"I called after him again. Isn't this what he wanted? "Gwaenchanayo?"

"Ne, Ne...Geunde, doesn't that mean you have to move?"

"Ye–

"Go on tours?

"Ye–

"Rarely visit home..."

"Ye–

"And...be on your own?"

He looked at me with a heartbroken face that made me sick to my stomach. I loved my Appa, but, this is for the best. "Appa, I can finally support you more than ever!"
I told him. "I can see the world, I'll be better off, and I'll write you everyday!" I'll promise to be healthy, only talk to good people! I'll make you proud, Appa! Appa?"

He didn't move. It was like he froze, almost like when mother died. "Appa?" I grabbed onto his shoulder and started shaking him. "Appa! Appa! Appa!"

He places his hand on top of mine. "Arraseo, araseo...Eojin, you're going to do this. I beleive in you, I really really do." But he didn't sound like he did. "I, I—

He turned to me, slamming his hands on my shoulders. 
"Make your mother and me proud."

I smiled. I think, this was the happiest moment in my life. A month later, I was getting ready to pack my things. The whole school knew me as the girl who beat the odds, and envied me. That's why most of them started to bully me as a trainee. I knew I had to transfer schools soon because of it, and that's what I did.