Yaoi oneshots

Master

"Can I call you master?"

It all started rather normally; we met, we dated and fell in love. I thought I knew every side to this kid, but for some reason, deep down inside, I understood that what most of us saw on the surface was only trying to cover up was was underneath. I had noticed he had this quality, several times actually, but I always chose to ignore my instincts because I was finally happy. When we were alone, Toru was so shy and cute. He never wanted me to get touchy because he said he wanted to wait until we were married. I thought he was just innocent. When we would go to parties or hangouts, Toru acted rather well. He was more vocal and laughed; oh, his laugh is one of my most favorite things in this world. Toru was friendly with many people, but when we would leave from these gatherings, he refused to contact any of them, even if they called first, and continued to say that he hadn't any. When we were surrounded by strangers, walking through the city or laying on the grass in the park, Toru was very care free and he didn't mind what was going through other people's heads when they looked at him. One of my favorite memories was when we walked up a big hill to get to a tree I used to play around when I was younger. It was always so far away for anyone to show interest in it, but that was what made it my favorite place; there, I could be myself. I had never taken anyone to my tree and I was terrified of bringing Toru there. I was afraid that he would laugh at me or insult my safe place but it was quite the contrary. I couldn't have asked for him to react better because he completely fell in love with it. That was probably the moment that I realized just how in love I was with him. It took me a while to to gain the courage to ask him to stay with me forever, and he said yes.

The side of Toru that I didn't know came after the question; I gradually saw him changing and I was no longer sure that I was the person who knew him best. Everyone has their secrets and all, but Toru was, is, and will always be hiding something that he doesn't want us to see.

The incident happened about a week after my proposal. It was rather troublesome; I thought he was coming to tell me that he changed his mind. I was both relieved and perplexed when I was given his secretive information. As he got down on his knees right in front of me, Toru began with a sheepish voice. I was sitting on the couch at that time. He was sitting between my outstretched legs, but his head and eyes were angled toward the ground, and with his hands on his knees, he was in a pose that looked like Buddhist meditation or worship. Toru looked fearful, for what I was not yet aware, and slowly opened his mouth, "Can I call you "Master'?"

I was a little reluctant to say yes; I wasn't ever into that domination or force kink, I always thought that it was degrading and Toru was better than what he thought he was. After what seemed like forever, but in reality was only a few microseconds, a crooked, awkward smile slipped onto my face, "Y-yeah," not realizing what I was condoning to, but tried to be kind to someone I was unconditionally obsessed with.

Toru didn't act out again until the next night. We were eating dinner when I accidentally spilled some sauce onto my fingers. Toru seemed more flustered than he should have, rising from his chair and kneeling in front of me. "It's okay, it was my fault..." I tried to stop him from grabbing my hand, thinking that he thought I had cut myself or something.

Toru held up my hand, separating my fingers with his, and putting one in his mouth. He lightly sucked on my finger, his tongue tapped and slid on the bottom of my finger before swirling around to the top. As he pulled my finger out of his mouth, his teeth lightly grazed it. I had no idea what was going through his head, but as he started my next finger, Toru looked so passionate and dedicated. Shifting uncomfortably in my chair, I began to grow erect, not to mention hot. Toru was so attractive, and the way he was looking up at me while sucking on my fingers began to drive me crazy. Finishing, Toru licked and kissed the tips of my fingers before smiling up at me. A shock of electricity bolted up my body from my toes to my head. "Please..." He looked down and fiddled with my fingers, blood rushing to his face, "will you play with me..."