Maybe it's Clalec instead

Like I've always known, goodbyes are painful.

I was already holding Clary's hand before Magus instructed us to without noticing. "Clary, I'm so sorry. You have so much left here. Come on Clary, be the strong shadowhunter I told you you weren't. I want you back and I know I've been an ass and all you've done is try and help everyone around you so please please come back so you can hear me say that." I was crying now.
Magnus flicked his wrist and she cried out, writhing around, her gripped mine tighter, even though she was still unconscious. Her hips bucked and she cried out again. Blood started to trickle out of her nose. "CLARY!" Izzy screamed, still sobbing. I was still keeping it somewhat together until blood trickled out of her eyes too, almost black, "CLARY!" I lost it. I was sobbing now too. She was still writhing in pain as Magnus worked and tears began to roll down her cheeks.

The door flew open and Jocelyn, Luke, Simon, and Jace flew down to Clary.
Jocelyn tried to grab Clary as she was still moving in pain, but Luke held her back, "No that's baby! Let go of me!! That's my daughter!!" She shrieked, from the look of her I would guess she was crying long before she got here. "Luke let go!" She stopped sobbing and her face contorted, frozen in horror as all she could do was watch.

Simon crouched down by Izzy and grabbed Clary's arm, " No. Come on Clare Bear, it's me Simon, just whatever happens, come back. You're my best friend, my family. I don't think I could go in without you. Please. Please just hold on little longer alright. Can you do that? For me? For us? " He looked so heart broken, just watching, clutching his best friends's arm. He looked as if he was trying to figure how to even breathe without Clary.
I couldn't watch Clary anymore. I looks up at the dim ceiling, seeing the pictures of angels. Clary whatever you do, don't go towards an angel. Just stay right here with us.

Her writhing slowed but she let out another searing pain filled screech. She stopped moving, her pale lips parted as if to take a breath but stopped midway.

Clary's Pov-
The pain was stopping, I felt myself slip into the swirling darkness but the voices from down below intermingled, Simon, Alec, Izzy, Mom, Luke, Jace. They all came for me, but now I have to leave.

I know what I did. I made a deal with Hodge and Valentine, let Max live in exchange for me. They definitely complied. At least Max will live his, he has a long one ahead of him. I've been through a lot, but I managed to accomplish a lot. I made up with Alec a bit towards the end, saved my mom, created an incredible friendship with Izzy, watched my family together, Alec, Izzy, Max, Simon, Mom, Luke, Magnus. They'll be okay. They are strong. As much as I don't want to leave, I don't regret saving Max, who became another brother to me. I've lived, maybe not awhile, but oh well. I guess this is how I finish, the only thing I wish I got to say is I love you to all of them, especially Alec. I guess now I have to wait, and hope he knows. I was proud to be a Shadowhunter, and proud to die as one. Proud to leave my family knowing the amazing life I've had with them, though short, it's one I'll carry for all of eternity,even if they don't. I wish I had met shadowhunter friends sooner, but better late than never, right? It has been fun, hold my memory close and don't stay sad for too long. Farewell my loves.

Turning towards to the out stretched hand of the Angel, I grabbed and glanced back once more and saw their shocked, tear soaked faced, grief stricken faces, and hoped they don't stay sad for too long.