I Hate You (Taehyung/V Fanfic) ~completed~

Forgive Me!

Two and a half weeks until my seventh month anniversary with Sehun, and I was being accused of being a cheater. Seven months and I was starting to feel these weird undesired feelings towards another guy whom I barely knew. I've never said those three words to anyone in my life, I wish I could take them back. No one deserves hearing those words, I felt like crap just thinking about his face when I said them.

Poor Taehyungie. If I could face you and apologize to you, I would in a heartbeat and not think twice. You were just trying to be my friend, you even helped cleaned me up without even thinking twice about it.

"Bo Lin! You have a friend waiting downstairs!" My mom yelled. She had been letting me stay home for a few days since the incident, it was probably Hye-Mi.

My feet dragged across the carpet floor as I walked down the stairs to not see my best friend but the one person I was thinking about.

"T-Taehyung? What are you doing here?" I asked walking up to him. 

He had this look on his face that made me want to cry. He handed me a bag full of my clothes I left in the bathroom that day. "Hye-Mi gave me your address, I wanted to see if you were okay. The guys wanted to make sure you were okay too."

"Thank you," I whispered looking in the bag, he had my clothes cleaned for me. "Oh, wait here." I ran up the stairs throwing my bag on the bed and grabbed his clothes from my dresser and ran down handing them to him.

His eyes widen. "You cleaned them for me, thank you. I should get going now, I don't want to cause any more issue-"

"Mianhae." I bowed. Taehyung tilted his head at me, almost confused. "I didn't mean what I said that day, I was just angry at the fact people were calling me horrible names and I took it out of you."

"I should be sorry if I never harassed you that day that rumor would have never started and things wouldn't be like this." He mumbled. When we looked at each other, his eyes were filled with sorrow and sadness. 

Shaking my head I grabbed his hand. "It's not your fault, I'm glad we became friends. You were there for me without thinking twice, you could have left me alone."

"I couldn't leave you behind, not even a little."  Hearing those words made me smile instantly, it was like I could trust him. 

"Thanks, Tae. See you at school, Monday?" He nodded his head and gave me a hug.

He then kissed my head which shocked me and he ran out the door waving me goodbye. Feeling his lips on my head gave me knots in my stomach, what are you doing to me Kim Taehyung?

I went into the kitchen where my mom was sitting at the table reading the paper as I sat down next to her making her put the paper aside giving me her attention.

"Baby whats wrong?" She asked as she tucked my hair behind my face.

A groan left my mouth as I slammed my head on the table. "Mom, I am feeling so confused. My head says one thing but my body feels another."

"Is it about that boy? Are you getting flustered around him even though you are with Sehun?" She made me look up at her with wide eyes confused. "I was a girl your age too, of course, I know about boy situations."

"Omma, what do I do?" I pouted.

She laughed giving me a glass of water. "Well, you've been with Sehun for a while, right? Maybe the only reason you are getting these feelings for that boy is that you want something new, something fresh."

"His name is Taehyung, and I've been having doubts about Sehun since I told him the condition I have. I feel like I can trust him and his friends more than I can with Sehun and EXO. Taehyung just gives me this security, and I told him the other day I hated him because there's a rumor going around saying I'm cheating on Sehun with Tae. But I didn't mean it, it just slipped out because I was tired of being called names. When he came today, we apologized to each other and he kissed my head when he left."

My mom gave me a smile. "And how did that make you feel, hun?"

"Feeling his embrace around me and the kiss on my head felt right, I've haven't felt like that since I the first two months Sehun and I dated. Omma, he makes me feel safer." I started to whine slamming my head again.

All I heard was her laughing as she pats my head trying to console me. "Baby you can't put yourself down like this, it's not your fault you feel this way. But you need to figure out what you truly feel soon because I know you don't want to hurt either of those boys."

"That's the last thing I want, Sehun is jealous of Taehyung even punched him the other day telling me he doesn't want me friends with him. Maybe he is right because these feelings shouldn't exist."

"Park Bo Lin, we taught you not to run away from your fears. You need to face it and figure out how you truly feel, if you don't you are going to hurt yourself in the end." 

I nodded giving my mom a hug and ran up to my room to think about it. Maybe she was right, maybe it was the newness of Taehyung that made me have second thoughts. But then there's the part where I have been thinking about not having feelings for Sehun at all. Not wanting a family anytime soon is something he wants, not what I want. If we can't agree on some kind of future then there really isn't going to be one at all for us.

BUZZ BUZZ

My phone buzzed as I looked down to see a message from Taehyung, Sehun, and Hye-Mi at the same time. What a bunch of creepers, I decided to open Hye-mi's first because I miss reading her nonsense.

From: Hye-MiMi 

GIRL!
How'd it go with Tae?
He really cares about you.
Glad he was there.
How are you and Sese?

Sese being Sehun, we called him that because it was easier calling him that back when our dating was a secret. People didn't know who we were talking about so it kind just stuck ever since. I replied saying it went fine and that Sehun and I were just fine for now, then opened the one form Sehun.

From: Sehunie :*

Miss you
Hope you are doing okay.
Hye-Mi told me about what happened.
Those girls are just jealous.
I know you ain't-a cheater
You are my girl, that's how I know. <3

I simply respond with a few hearts not wanting to talk to him, I really had nothing to say to him as of right now. Like what would I say, thanks for punching my friend and believing me after I got a smoothie dumped on me that I'm not a cheater? Hah, no thanks. Finally, I opened Taehyung's which his nickname made me laugh seeing he had set it when he had my phone.

From: TaeTheCutie <3

Thanks for forgiving me!
Hope you sleep well! :D
Dream of me ;)
Just kidding, unless you wanna xD
Sleep tight, Bopeep.
<3 <3 :* :*

Without realizing, I busted out laughing which made my mom yell at me asking if I was okay. I responded saying I was fine and instantly text him back, what a weird alien this boy was.

To: TaeTheCutie <3

Aish, in YOUR dreams XD
Thxs for forgiving me too.
Have a good night c:
See you at school Monday 
Goodnight, Tae the cutie ;)
<3 <3

As I sent the message, I realized it sounded a bit flirty but I think he trying to make me respond the same way, as a joking way. He was fun to be around, considering. I never meant to hurt him and I know him never intended for any of this to happen either. But at least I know if I am in trouble, he will be my side to help no matter what. Just from seeing him there the other day makes me know I can lean on him for help and support.

Stupid Kim Taehyung, you are messing with my head.