Endless Random

Challenge in Life

Okay, ever since God knows when, I suddenly wanted to be a teacher when I grow up, which is... challenging for me.

Okay, I'm the school/campus/class stealthy and mysterious wallflower dudet.

I don't talk much, unless if someone wants me to.

And teacher is more on speaking and, you know... loud voices.

In my house, I keep practicing those teacher-like speeches, and I nailed it. For legit!

But... when I tried reporting in front of the class, my confidence itself decreases. Like a friend that leaves you for dealing problems, which is... ouch. *rubs the imaginary painful area*

But I want me to be challenged, not just staying in my freaking comfort zone.

I want my weak arms to be strong. I want my small poor heart to be a hearty one.

I want to deal about the things before living with it passionately.

I also want to be one for my students to be inspired of me, that even though being a teacher will be hard—noisy and hysterical class, not to mention—, I want them to know that if there's a pain, there's a gain. *stares at the distance*

—by the way, I like it when my future students will greet me or maybe surprise me on my birthday *smiles*

—ooh~ I also love to have my own personalized stamp with my signature on it *giggles*