This is for you kagekao569 because I know you need it...
Christian David Kowalski, I read your 'a book about my crappy life' book, and I completely understand how you feel, I am suicidal too... and you may think you are worthless and always hurt people, but that's not true... the day I met you... *sighs* I was going to kill myself... but you and only you saved me, I met you in a role play, and later we got to know each other a bit more.You told me about yourself and I told you about me. And that is when I realized that there is someone in this world that's just like me. That helped me kagekao569 , that helped me a lot. You saved my life! You are not worthless! You are a hero! I am abused too, and I know what it's like... I know the pain you go through . I understand the depression! I have it too... I cut myself and I've hurt others. I am an asshole! But you... you are so far from it! And that's why I... l-love y-you...