I'm still into you

Chapter3: He begged

As soon as we arrived at the airport some men in black came towards us and carry our luggage. Probably, they are Vander's body guard. Napapatingin na din ang mga ibang tao samin! The f. I hate attention, I hate men in blacks. What do I expect? Vander is a hollywood actor and a model too. Aside from that he's a business tycoon. Tss. I can't imagine my life surrounded by him and his crazy paparazzi! I wan't my ordinary life back.

There are some personnel who lead us to Vander's private plane. This is it... I've never been in a private plane before. We're on the middle of the pathway when we heard people quarrelling on the speaker and in that exact moment I frooze.

"Sir you're not allowed to go here" someone said.

"All I'm asking is a damn five minutes! Understood?" Dinig kong atungal niya. Napatigil na din ang ibang tao at tila naka focus sa naririnig, even Vander. He looked at me, parang nagsusumamo na umalis na kami dito. He held my hand at nagpatangay din ako. Nakaka dalawang hakbang palang kami  nang magsalita ulit si Andrey.

"L-love... Alexa Graham, I love you. You hear me? I love you I love you I love you... so damn much. Don't leave me h-hanging here. If you're hearing this right now please come home, I'm your home remember? Come back to me love. *sob* Don't do this to me. I'm more than willing to be just your option just please don't leave. I won't demand any of your time and even a little space in your heart but please don't take my chance to show how much I love you. I can't live a day without you. You're my necessity. I'll ask you one more time, be my everything love, my queen... be my wife" humigpit ang hawak ni Vander sakin habang bumabagal naman ang paglalakad ko hanggang sa mapatigil na kami pareho. Nanghihina ako, hearing him like that. Paano niya nalamang aalis ako? Bumuhos na din ang mga luhang kanina pa namumuo sa mga mata ko.  Vander hugged me.

"Am I causing you so much p-pain baby? I-I'm sorry for being the reason of your heartache and for taking you away from him. I love you so much for God knows how long it is. Let me prove to you that I'm better than anyone else even him. Please go with me baby, just let me prove my love for you" wika ni Vander na may nagmamakaawang mukha. Tila ba natatakot na magbago ang isip ko.

I don't know what to do anymore. One year ago, alam kong darating sa puntong ganito, na magkakaroon ng hangganan ang meron sa amin ni Andrey once I turned into eighteen. Ang tanging pagkakamali ko lang itinuloy ko pa na parang walang mangyayaring wakas. I'm so damn selfish... This is the consequence of my own actions. Hindi ko to gagawin dahil sa utang ng pamilya namin, gagawin ko ito para sa kanya. He deserves to be love more than I loved him.

"V-Vander take me out of this c-country." I give him a weak smile. Call me stupid, idiot, anything because I deserve that. I'm such a pathetic loser who knows nothing but to mess up. I don't know myself anymore. I just wanted to escape.