Not Just For The Sex

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by jakeethehuman

by jakeethehuman

Troye's POV:

I didn't just love Tyler for the sex or for the fame, I love him because everytime I stare into his eyes I dont see Tyler Oakley - Internet Personality, I see the man I love. At this point in my life im the happiest I have ever been. Nothing could ever ruin this. I spoke too soon, before I knew it Tyler was off to England without me to films some collabs. My anxiety got worse the longer he was away, as Tyler was getting bigger and bigger the only time I got to see him was on TV apperences and when he was special guest on a show or collab. We were drifting apart. I dont know where I stood in this relationship. Should I be happy that Tyler is growing as a youtuber or naw. The future of our relationship is at stake here but its all out of my hands. I'm always the one that gets left behind while everyone else is off having fun. What do I do? I'm now having second thoughts about this relationship.

Tyler's POV:

I've been away from Troye for so long now, I miss him so much. Can't wait to be back home so I can see him. He's been watching my house for me while I've been gone, I came home later that night to an empty home. Feeling sort of displeased I just headed straight to bed. The next morning I woke up to find a text from Troye on my phone it seemed important so I read it immediately. My stomach dropped and my phone hit the floor. I stared blankly into space for about another hour as tears ran down my face. My face stained by the salty tears. "Its over?". Did Troye just break up with me. I literally felt my world crumble down around me. I can't remember a time when I wasn't with Troye. What am I going to do now.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~p.s. writing tyler's POV kinda made me sad✊-Jake