In the centre of the storm

M.O.L.A

"~Chillin' chillin' chillin' boy~"

"Perfect!"
Stepping back from the mic I look towards Nathan
" Was that okay?, I think it could use some more work."
Nathan glares at me " if we keep changing it we will be here forever, I really liked how that sound. The upbeat rhythm goes well with the song altogether."
Stepping out from the sound booth I sit down next to him and have a drink of water.
" So what's wrong? Did you finally confess to him?"
Doubling over almost chocking on my water I cough out.
" what, nooo and I told you I don't like him so stop bringing him up." I say as I wipe my face
He laughs at me " well what's the problem, normally you would be more focused on your music, you seem a little out of it."
Sighing I curl up in my sit, thinking about all the problems going on, being on hiatus not being recognised by the company, and going off at Jaebum oppa, my music.
Whispering " will people like my music? Will they even listen, am I doing this for nothing. What if they don't like the real me?" I say hugging my legs.
Nathan turns my chair toward him and looks me in the eyes. " you have many people that will love your music, that love you for who you are. Not that fake image your company tried to make you into. You have come out so much more than when we first started making music together, the you now is still learnings but together we will make music that we love because that matters the most, and also make memories through music okay." I hug Nathan slightly laughing it's so funny when we are serious because we normally like to joke around and roast each other, but because we are so close we do give each other great advice, through music we have grown and became great reliable friends to one another. I did not normally tell people how I felt, I would rather laugh it off and think of something funny or smart to say. But lately in this whole expressing myself through my music I have become more open about my problems especially to those I am close with, it feels good too, I like this part of myself.
"So what should we work on next?"

Hey guys.
So I am so sorry for another late update
Honestly I write in here when I can't find any Jimin fanfics to read..
I have hardly been active at all for my queen but have just been silently supporting her, I feel bad that I don't openly support her but my life is not going to well at the moment...
so I will keep supporting her at the back..

And I won't promise on a fast update cause I really doubt I could keep that promise. Anyway I hope you liked it :)

Thanks a lot Xx