Cast aside

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When I started my career as a singer I was so young I didn't understand the responsibility and the expectations put on me but slowly it weighed me down, once I was signed under JYPE I meet alot of colleagues whom I become dependent on, who I naively trusted. My bright personality that fit with Jyp style was not influence by the Korean culture but my childhood growing up with different cultures, making me more open to people.

Sighing after walking past a poster of my first album as 15&, seeing my naive self reflected off it. There has been a lot of changes since then, I briefly glance at the pretty girl next to my naive self, I wonder if her self then would have gone through with the duo girl group had she known that we would be cast aside not long after.

Walking out of the Jyp building I had no idea what to do now, normally I would go with the got7 boys to grab some food. But they had a schedule and I really didn't want to see JB oppa after our fight and also answer the questioning stares the other boys were giving me.

I might as well have a walk I thought to my self. Walking along the sidewalk towards the direction of the closes park from jyp.

Once I had gotten there only a few people were there, seeing the swing had no one on it, I dashed to claim it but before I could get there someone had taken a seat on it, the person seemed tall but to me everyone was tall, glaring at the person who stole the swing from me, I started to turn but was suddenly called out.

Looking towards the swing I saw a familiar face, recognising the person immediately.

Pouting I walked over " Yah, oppa I wanted go on the swing." I whined hoping he would let me on.

YoungK or what everyone called him Brian was sitting on the swing watching Jamie walk over. He looked at Jamie's pouty lips and couldn't help but chuckle.

"What are you doing here? " he asked after getting off the swing letting Jamie have it. Standing to the side to lean on the poll, he watched as Jamie happily raced to the swing, kicking off so she could swing, only after a little fun on it did she finally answer.

"Nothing much Oppa. Just wanted to clear my head a bit so I came here" I replied simply

Walking behind her Brian gently pushed her on the swing. A little concern. " Is something bothering you? Does it have something to do with the boys?"

I knew who the boys Brian was talking about and couldn't help but feel guilty on how I treated JB oppa.

Not wanting to say anything about it, I just kept silent feeling Brian strong hands gently pushing my back. After a short while did I put my feet down to stop, with the help of Brian holding the sides of the swing.

Once I stopped fully, I could sense Brian behind me, slowly I leaned back wanting some support from my oppa.

"Hmm I kinder went off at JB oppa today and now I feel guilty" I said glumly resting my head on Brian

Honestly I had taken a lot of my anger and frustration about work and my company out on JB oppa, when I knew it was just him worrying and being overprotective of me.

Looking down at Jamie, Brian couldn't help but admire how stunning she looked right now with her gray hair and little to no makeup on her pale skin with a slight tint of pink on her cheeks. Slightly forgetting what they were talking about Brian coughed awkwardly and looked away, looking out to see that hardly anyone was there.

"Well you should apologise to him when you get the chance, knowing Jaebum-shi whatever he did it was out of concern for you." Brian replied pulling Jamie up so they could both leave.

Sighing she nodded her head feeling that she really did need to say sorry, knowing he was concern for her.

They both walked towards jyp but Jamie felt her phone vibrate, looking down she saw a text from Nathan to go to the studio.

I said bye to Brian than walk towards studioJ hoping to let some stress out by singing.

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Soo hey guys it's been awhile since I touched this and honestly I had lost motivation in it..

Only decided to post up now because someone had read it and commented.

Thank you.

I hope this chapter is okay I had forgotten how I wanted to write this story so it might be weird, sorry for grammar mistakes and spelling, I really suck at it lol

Thank yous again and hope you enjoyed Xxx.

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