If only I could declare myself happiness,
The ability to find what it truly means,
My hearts focused but minds a bit hazy,
Always have I catered to others,
To my needs I've been quite lazy,
and
This thing called life can be so damn shady,
We got people killing for nothing,
But forgot death was permanent,
Selfish with no worries remnant,
Of morals, lost, buried deep,
Have tried hard to put these feelings to rest,
But my thoughts won't let me sleep.
