The day I leave for college probably the worst day of my life. I’m not ready for this. What if I got drugged or killed, I’m not ready to die. I tried to turn my body to go back to the house but Dad always pulled me back. This is terrifying, you’ll be living away from your family, living in a flat ALONE. I never like the contex of being alone.
“You could always find a roomate.” Dad’s words come to my head, maybe I could. But what if I found someone who’s actually an ex-murderer or worst a rapist. Oh God this is just frustating.
“Why don’t you and mom live with me in the flat? After all it is your flat.” I asked him when we got in the car.
“First it’s our flat. And second why do you got so terrified? Months ago you were so excited about going to the university.” Dad start the car’s engine. Well, perhaps that’s because my shitty friend, Cate bailed on me. We planned this magical university life and we’ll be living together at my flat. But of course she has to move across the continent to be with her boyfriend. Now I’m stuck here in Ohio alone. Going to a university that I don’t even know I like. Studying a subject that is awfully boring. This is fucking great.
“Cate bailed on me and I have no friends at all at the university. Don’t you worried about me Daddy? What if I met bad people?” I try to get his simpathy and hope he’ll just take me back home.
“No, you’re going to college. So what Cate bailed on you? You’ll make new friends and you won’t met bad people if you don’t go to bad places or do bad things.” Dad insisted. Oh fuck this is real. The rest of the road is filled with Bastille’s voice and non of mine or dad’s. I drowned in my crazy fantasy how the police going to find me in the middle of the desert, dead. And Dad probably thinking of the words he’s gonna say to me when I walked out the car. He’s never been too good at emotional talking but he’s a great Dad.
We’re finally at the front gate at the Ohio State University, the top rank university in Ohio. Yeah, not gonna brag but I’m not stupid let’s just say that. After saying goodbye to my dad and hug him, I walk inside the college. People been bragging about Life starts at college, but I don’t see anything special about it.
My first semester in college is literally pain in the ass. Well I’m the one that responsible for it. I choose not to live in dorms which is stupid because everyone live in dorms. I pick a fast semester so my weeks filled with assignments and tests, so yeah I basically have no social life. The only friend I have probablu this chinesse girl called Ling in my business class, who also took the fast semester. But she’s so fucking serious so I could only talk about assignments or test with her. other than that I only talked to my parents, the librarian, and my teacher, Mr. Dawson. So yeah, my university life sucks. Oh I forgot to mention I didn’t find a roomate so I live by myself and creeped out everytime the door creeks eventhough I already know it was my neighbour’s door.
I don’t even know why I took the fast semester, I will have a break for almost six months which I don’t know what to spent for. But I know I rather do something else than to be in this hell, eventhough that means sleeping and eating like a pig and gaining more weight. Great I’m gonna be alone and fat. I’m at the library and my phone rang. Cate?
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