Why Am I This Way?

When Will I Change?

I ask myself all the time "when will I change?" But then I wonder do I need to change? The answer varies every time I wonder. But there are things that everyone needs to change. We all think that we need to change everything at the same time. But in reality things change unexpectedly. We can't always prepare for change but then we try to inflict change. We think that the change we need is really what we need, but often times we are wrong. Trends may seem like it's the greatest thing, but in reality the people who are "Masters of the Trends" are just following what is seems like to be cool. On the inside they feel the same pain as everyone else. I'm more of the nerdy/fangirl type, but I've been in the popular persons shoes. Trust me, being with your friends and being weird is way better than being liked by all. You'll have a much better time and make so many more memories that way. So I guess the answer to "when will I change?" Is whenever you take the initiative and make a change for the better, or when life slams you in the face. I know change can be a hard thing for most people and they are afraid of it. But sometimes change can be for the better and it may seem horrible at first, but after a while you find goodness in it.