Can't let her get away

Chapter 22.

• filler chapter , it's going to be boring and short js •

{Angelica}

I didn't know what I was supposed to do.

Everything had become a big question. Driving home I tried to sort things out in my head but nothing seemed to make sense. My feelings were all over the place, tears streaming down my face causing my eyes to burn and my vision to blur.

My head began to hurt along with my heart. All I wanted to do was go home.

Once I finally did reach home, I ran straight to my room.

I slipped into the soft sheets and got comfortable. As soon as I thought I could fall asleep, vivid memories of Michael hit me and I broke down. My heart hurt more than anything.

I've never experienced hurting like this.

But it was all contradicting since it was my fault.

I want Michael and I always will. But now, how is that supposed to happen.

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{Michael}

I wanted to chase after her. I did.

But I knew she needed time. Eve left and I let everyone have the day off. I sat in the den with the letter Angelica had gave me sitting right across from me.

I didn't know if I wanted to read it or not. It might be too soon and I would only deepen the wound. But if I waited, I would simply reopen the wound.

I stared at it debating and debating, and came to a conclusion that I couldn't read it.

It would hurt too much.

I'm not really sure what I'm supposed to do now, without Angelica. I wanted to have her but it seemed like things never worked out for us.

Giving up on Angelica is something I'd never do, but right now, I feel like taking a step back is something that would benefit the both of us.

As for right now, I'll focus on music. I'll start planning my tour and practices. Everything had to be perfect.

Angelica just needs time. We'll heal, I know it.

We'll heal.

♥️