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starsabove: hoseok

hobihope: what

starsabove: do you think i'm pretty

hobihope: ???

hobihope: what brought that on???

starsabove: nothing

starsabove: just

starsabove: yk

hobihope: is there something you're not telling me

starsabove: nono i'm just

starsabove: asking

hobihope: you're not telling me something

starsabove: hobi

hobihope: no don't avoid it

hobihope: what was the real reason you decided to do this thing

starsabove: i just

starsabove: i kind of needed someone to talk to ?

starsabove: idk i like discussing things that i feel :/// about bc sometimes it helps me understand my own feelings better and get over things ??

starsabove: like sort through my insecurities and try to explain to myself why they're stupid and i shouldn't care

hobihope: hey it's normal to have insecurities

hobihope: they're not stupid or anything

hobihope: but if talking through them will help you feel better and more comfortable, i'll never sleep again if that's what it takes

starsabove: i don't want to bother you with my personal shit yk

starsabove: it's just my way of kinda understanding myself and shit ?? it just helps to talk to someone bc they sometimes show a perspective that i don't always think of yk

hobihope: i'm all for talking about this okay

hobihope: whatever helps you

starsabove: okay

hobihope: and i do think you're pretty btw

starsabove: >////////<

hobihope: it doesn't matter if you fit into beauty standards and whatever. you have to accept yourself. there are very few people who actually fit all those crazy beauty standards. and it's not worth it, okay? you need to learn to accept yourself for who you are. if you think you're beautiful, everyone else will too.

hobihope: and as cheesy as it sounds, beauty on the inside is more important. i've talked to a few others, so i know i'm not the only one who sees like this. people are mainly kind of neutral in looks for me. they can be attractive or whatever, but when i get to know them, their appearance almost changes??? or more of my perception of their appearance. if they're nice, they actually seem a lot more attractive to me. if they're not, they get a lot uglier. the inside really does matter, as cheesy as it sounds. people don't just say that for no reason, you know?

hobihope: so when you start to like yourself, i think you'll also think you're more pretty

hobihope: you'll think that you're as pretty as i think you are

starsabove: i noticed that too yk

starsabove: ppl rlly are more attractive if they're nice

starsabove: holy shit

hobihope: yeah :D

hobihope: so don't worry

hobihope: it'll take time, but you'll be able to feel more comfortable with yourself.

starsabove: you're pretty smart yk

hobihope: ...was that a compliment

hobihope: bc it didn't feEL LIKE ONE

starsabove: ;D

hobihope: after everything i do for you :(

starsabove: aw come on hobi ily

hobihope: ily2 :'D

starsabove: good <3


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i really do find people more attractive when they're nice and a lot less attractive if they're rude, no matter how i might have thought of them earlier

ik i'm not alone in this bc my friend feels the same so anyone else out there lol 

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