hobihope: dea th ??
starsabove: yeah
hobihope: what about it???
starsabove: what do you think of it?
hobihope: it sucks ??? and it's scary like what even happens when you die? i just can't imagine not existing. it doesn't make sense. how does that work? or what if there's an afterlife or what if we get reincarnated? i guess that's partly also going into the concept of time. it's so weird though! what even is time???
starsabove: i agree. i actually don't rlly like talking about it but yk
hobihope: why did you ask me about it then???
starsabove: bc i think about it all the time ig so i just
starsabove: it's nice to talk to someone about it yk
hobihope: i mean i guess
hobihope: we don't have to talk about it if you don't want to though ??
starsabove: no i
starsabove: i want to
starsabove: besides it's nice to know that someone understands
hobihope: if you say so
starsabove: it's just so scary, you know?
starsabove: i find myself thinking about it over and over and i just can't accept that it's real and i don't understand how it could happen
starsabove: i mean usually i start to break down lol a few weeks ago i just broke down in the middle of the night because i just can't understand and i'm so scared
starsabove: i'm so scared hoseok
starsabove: i'm so fucking scared
hobihope: heyhey
hobihope: take deep breaths i'm here with you shhh
hobihope: it's just something we have to live with, i guess
hobihope: or ignore it
hobihope: or believe in something. believe in an afterlife. it might technically not make sense, but when you think about it, neither does death or the universe or time or a lot of other shit so
starsabove: that's fair
starsabove: sorry man i didn't mean to freak out on your just then
hobihope: it's fine i'm glad you trust me enough to talk to me about this
starsabove: thanks :)
hobihope: what are friends for?
hobihope: for staying up with each other and talking about philosophical shit with apparently
starsabove: lmao yep
hobihope: this is honestly a ridiculous idea though how did you even come up with this
starsabove: good question
starsabove: idk
hobihope: -___-
starsabove: <3
hobihope: honestly you'd be better off doing this with namjoon or someone
starsabove: ye but you're a closer friend than him and i feel more comfortable around you
hobihope: awww
starsabove: oh shush
hobihope: i love you too <3333
starsabove: b ye
hobihope: WAIT NO YOU WERE THE ONE WHO DRAGGED ME INTO THIS
starsabove: shit you're right
hobihope: :D
starsabove: cries
hobihope: NO DON'T CRY
starsabove: whatever
starsabove: what should we talk about now?
hobihope: idk i mean
hobihope: do we really have to talk about philosophical shit the whole time
hobihope: let's take a break
starsabove: it's literally been like
starsabove: an hour
starsabove: we've talked about two things
starsabove: only two
starsabove: two
hobihope: enough for me! wanna call or something?
starsabove: fine lol sure
starsabove: except gimme a minute to get more snacks
hobihope: already ???
starsabove: yes :D
hobihope: alright just don't take too long like lasT TIME
starsabove: lol
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Fanfichobihope: remind me again why i agreed to stay up with you for twenty-four hours to talk about philosophical shit? [lowercase intended]