Emotions as Vast as the Stars

Silent

I never really had your heart,
Just the dreams in my head.
So when you found someone,
It's me who can't get out of bed.
I know you can't see my love,
Only my best friend,
But I sincerely hope,
She makes you happy in the end.
I love you
More than you will ever know
And if you love someone
Let them go.
I can't breath,
My tears drown me,
It's been 9 months
Yet you still haunt me.
I hope she's what I couldn't be
Because you never noticed me.