my personal diary

is this 5 ?

oh hey there
it's like 1am and I'm way to tired to write where I live , time , what I'm doing so deal with it.

ig imma keep u updated ?

I relapse my good 4 weeks with like 13 different cuts on my wrist

I sERIOUSLY need to buy more bracelets .

aND break more pencil sharpeners bc mom gets suspicious of her missing razors like fuckkdkfk

anyway hope ur having a great day to whom ever I'm talking to !! cringe I hate "!" it's so cringey sorry buh bye

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lmao

Im such a fuck up ive been feeling pretty emotionless lately so , not rlly feeling but eh 🤷‍♀️ *shrug*

anyway I've been doing better with my eating , I've made it up too 900 calories a day . which is still a ton. but .. we'll get there to the healthy 2,000 . don't even know how ppl can eat that much , I don't like the feeling of food being shoved down my throught . it just discuses me watching ppl eat but i dont know
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anyway bye my friend . :)

- k
2017 march 29
1:11am
Wednesday
America .

Blah blah

BYE