I Run My Own Life

Chapter 14

The results came in today. I wanted to wait until Carmelo got home to open it. I was panicking walking back and forth. Biting my lip like crazy. I didn't know who was the father and I was anxious to know. I opened the envelope and looked and the results. My heart stopped for a minute. I wanted to shoot myself at the moment. Darrell is the father! Shit! Shit! Shit! My life is really upside down. But who is going to be the father figure of this child. Carmelo walked inside. He ran over to me and looked at the paper. He dropped down to his knees and hugged me. He head was against my stomach. He started to cry. I felt so bad. I knew he wanted to be the biological father of our baby.

"Baby, it's going to be okay, you are going to be the father so don't worry..." I said lifting his head.

He just looked away and got up and went I to the room.

Carmelo P.O.V

I was so pissed. I know I did Cassidy wrong but I really wanted to be the father of all of our children. I mean I can and can't be upset at her. I cheated on her ALOT with strippers and Isis and I'm guessing she only did once. But damn, I gotta go talk to this Darrell dude. Straighten things out with him. Cause he is not going to be a problem for us. Cassidy and I has been through to many things in the past and if can take any chances. Sometimes I think me and Cassidy aren't right for each other, but at the end of the day I still love her. I walked downstairs and opened the front door.

"I'll be back." I said shutting the door. Me And Darrell used to be best friends, I just never introduced him to Cassidy. And this is the reason why but I guess they already found each other. The a man hoe. I hate his ass. All this got me infuriated as I pulled up I banged on his door. My phone started vibrating. Cassidy.

"Hello"i said.

"Come home Carmelo, he isn't worth it," she said worried.

"I'll be home in a few." I said before hanging up.

Darrell opened the door and I punched him straight in the face. He fell down. I picked him up from his shirt and punched him again. And again. And again.

"Aye man, stop!" He yelled trying to fight back. He staggered to get up.

"You happy bruh, happy you got what you could never have? getting my wife pregnant and now is the father of this child, I thought we were suppose to be bros for life but I guess I thought wrong. You stay the hell away from my family and I mean it." I said about to walk out the door.

"Yo Carmelo, but that is my seed and I am going to be the father!" He said while spitting out blood.

"Aye man fuck you and what you gotta say. I don't give a fuck! You should've thought about that before you had sex with your bestfriend wife. I was so pissed. I slammed the door shut and saw Cassidy standing on the side walk.

"What the fuck are you doing here! Didn't I tell you I'll be home in a few!" I said ready to punch her.

"I didn't want you to do anything you will regret! Stop fucking yelling at me Carmelo! This shit got me all messed up with my emotions and I don't know what the fuck I want anymore!" She yelled back at me.

" So what you saying? You rather be with that dude?" I said angry.

"You know what Carmelo, you always make me seem like the bad one! So how about you take your angry ass home before I punch you! I'll be home in a few." She said walking pass me and opening the door. I ran behind her and grabbed her arm. She punched me right in my left eye. I staggered back. She slammed the door in my face. Damn I never knew she can be so cold. This is what I get. For treating her like shit. I sat outside in the car and waited for her to come out.

Cassidy's P.O.V

I don't know what the hell I want! I want Carmelo but then I always seem to want to be with Darrell.

" Are you ok?" I said running to the kitchen to get him a cold compress. He went upstairs to the bathroom. I took off my coat and shoes and made sure the door was knocked. Ugh his ass still outside. Oh well because I'm not coming home tonight.

"Darrell I didn't mean for any of this to happen. I... I want to always be with you but I still love Carmelo." I said wiping the blood off of him. I began looking at him while I was wiping off his face. Tears started to form in his eyes .Then I took off his clothes before I finished cleaning him up.And he kissed me. I reluctantly kissed back. He picked me up and hugged me. He began kissing my neck.

"Cassidy please be with me! I know I play a lot of girls but I really have feelings for you. You really care about me and I really care about you. I love you. I love you a lot. I started to cry. He wiped my tears. Some part of me wanted to stay here but the other part wanted to go home. He laid me down and took off my clothes. I just laid there and cried.

"Cassidy don't cry. Please." He said while beginning to rub my stomach. He put his head against my stomach and just held me and laid there for the rest of the night. We both fell asleep in that position.

I woke up at about 4:00 a.m. I slowly slipped from under him. I put on my clothes and went to brush my teeth. And I walked out the door. Carmelo was sitting there in his car sleeping. I knocked on his window. He woke up and let me in.

"Baby I thought about this all night, I'm so sorry for the way I treated you. Cheated on you a lot of times. I just want us to have a good life together. Just to be happy. Not to cheat on each other because that's a fucked up relationship. Can we just start over?" He said grabbing my hand and kissing it. All I could do was grab hi and kiss his forehead.

"I'm sorry about your eye, I was just totally pissed." I said taking a look at his swollen eye.

" it's ight baby I deserved it." He said kissing me. I looked up and saw Darrell standing at the door shirtless. He walked over to the car and motioned for the window to be rolled down. I rolled it down. He kissed me. I pushed him off as Carmelo speeded off in anger.

"You know he's just doing that to get you mad! Don't feed into it" I said rubbing his back.

"Aye don't fucking touch me! You guys probably had sex while I was out here waiting for your ass." He said angry.

"Nobody asked for you ass to wait for me. Let me out of the car! I'll walk back and drive myself home!" I yelled.

"No I will not!" Carmelo was speeding and wasn't paying attention to the road.

"CARMELO WATCH OUT!" I screeched from the top of my lungs.

Authors Note~

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