I Run My Own Life

Chapter 17

I woke up in the hospital bed. God I'm sick of the hospital I keep going in and out.

"Your awake, you suffered from temporary loss decrease in blood flow to the brain." The doctor said checking my eyes.

"Are the twins ok?" I asked holding my stomach.

"Yes they are 100% healthy..."doctor paused. Then here comes Darrell running in.

"Are you ok baby!?" He said coming over to kiss my forehead. This man won't quit it.

" yea I'm fine. And don't call me that anymore and stop kissing me you know I'm a married woman." I said rolling my eyes. One day he gonna get hurt really bad.

" I'm sorry to interrupt but Cassidy you will need to come here everyday from now on so we can check you." He said before walking out.

" ok but why?" I questioned.

" Just wanna prevent anything that can be fatal" he said walking back over to me patting my back.

"Thank you, I'll call you if I need you." I said smiling.

" Yes call me for ANYTHING, I'll be working overshift tonight...." He said biting his lip. I know this doctor is not tryna flirt. I already got this nigga Darrell now this doctor.

" I think she doesn't need any of your assistance at the moment." Darrell said walking over.

"Remember I'll be here." He said patting my back once more. This time it was softer. And like he clenched my shoulder. I waited for him to walk out.

" Where's my husband?" I asked. Darrell rolled his eyes.

"Practice." He said dragging a chair next to me.

"So how you feeling?" He asked holding my hand.

"I'm ok, I guess..." I said staring off into space.

"What are you thinking about?" He Asked.

"Lord knows I love being with you...and I want to everyday, but I love Carmelo so much, I'm so fucking confused."

"You know I would never hurt you. You are my motivation. To make something out of my life. I don't want to be a player or a man whore anymore. I wanna just spend the rest of my life with you. I heard footsteps.

"I think it's time for you to go,"Carmelo said. Darrell got up without a word. He came over to me and gave me a soft smile, with a bleakness expression. I wanted to cry.

" Darrell don't go, I'm sick of this. Darrell is the father of the babies and he has the right to come check on me." I said not rubbing my forehead. I was so confused.

"Nah, I don't feel wanted. I'll text you later." Darrell said walking out. I can't have Carmelo pushing away Darrell. Yea I know he's my husband but my feelings are slowly drifting away from him. Is that bad?