Chapter 19

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*Kylie's POV*

I had a dream last night that the Luke thing never happened. I never went home and Austin and I were still together. I wish that dream was reality. I miss how things used to me. When they leave for tour the next day I leave for LA to live with Selena for rehersals for tour.

After a while I got up for the day. Lexie leaves tomorrow and I want to spend sometime with her. I got dressed and went downstairs. I found Lexie in the kitchen. We made pancakes and ate them. I helped her finish packing.

We were in her room. "I'm going to miss you so much" she said.

"Me too but have fun with your boyfriend but not too much fun" I said and winked.

"You're so funny" we laughed.

"Yeah I know I am. But if you do end up preggers I want to be the god mom and if its a girl she better be named afte me"

"I won't but When we get married and have kids I will consider that. Also same goes for you when you have a kid"

"Yeah I know" I said

We finished packing her things and then she helped me start. When we were done we watched movies until 5 when Alex came to take her to dinner.

After they left I decided to go walk on the beach since all my friends were busy. I changed out of my lazy day clothes and put on my short jean shorts and put a red tank top on. I put my black flip flops on and walked to the beach. I hope this walk clears my head.

After about 20 minutes I was watching the sunset and I bumped into me. They helped me up and said "Sorry" we looked at each other and it was Austin. "Hey how have you been?"

"I've been better I guess you"

"Good wait I'm not going to lie actually horrible"

"What do you mean popstar. You have everything you could want. You have fame, your music, your friends, the girl what more could you want"

"Not the right girl" I heard him mumble not meant for me to hear I guess.

"What was that"

"Look I have a girl not 'the girl'. I lost 'the girl' a couple months ago. Management screwed me over. They said she wouldn't be back and I should move on. They set me up with Camila for publicity and don't care what I think" he started getting teary eyed.

"Oh I'm sorry"

"I wish I could make things right with her but I can't management would drop me. I already tried mulitple times in the past couple days. Thats why tour was moved up so I would be away from her. They want me to forget her but I just can't. I made a promise and they made me break it" he was crying and I wiped the tears away.

"Austin what promise"

"Kylie I do love you and I will try to be with you as soon as I can. I said I would wait but management ruined it. I love you and only you. Camila means nothing. She's a great girl but shes not for me you are"

"Austin I love you too"

"I will make this right I promise"

"Don't make promises you can't keep"

"I never meant to break my first ones. Management made me but I do intend to keep this one. Please forgive me"

"I will once you end it with Camila and keep your promise and make it up to me"

"I will as soon as I can baby" he said then hugging me. I missed his hugs and I missed the smell of him. I really miss his kisses but I'm not taking the chance of the paps getting a picure. We started walking on the beach. "I really am sorry"

"I know and I am too for the mall. I was just upset you were with Camila. She always wanted to take my place"

"I know thats why I can't wait to leave her and get you back. The way it should be" we smiled.

"Does your management hate me?" I asked.

"I don't know. I honestly think they are being paid"

"Thats what Alex said yesterday"

"You two talked about me yesterday?"

"Haha yes we did. He said somethings and they made me feel better"

"Oh really what did he say

"You will kill him if I did"

"I promise I won't now tell me"

"Okay he said that admitted true feelings in an interview I listened to on the radio. Also the him, Lexie, your mom and you are convinced we are meant for each other"

"Oh wow I did admit a lot in the interview. I didn't know my mom thought that everyone else yes. He didn't tell you that also the rest of the crew does. What do you think?"

"I don't know maybe. Probably. I do know it killed me to be away from you and see you with another girl honestly" I said and sat on the beach in silence.

*Austin's POV*

We sat on the beach and I told Kylie everything. I love her and when I don't have her I feel like i'm missing half of me. I can tell she lost weight. I hope with everything that happened she didn't stop eating.

"Kylie you lost weight please don't tell me you stopped eating" I said breaking the silence.

"I did for a while but Alex talked to me yesterday and I'm good now"

"Okay but promise me this"

"What is it first"

"That you will eat for me. If you won't do it for yourself or anyone else you will always eat for me"

"I promise Austin" she said and we were silent again. She leaned her head on my shoulder and fell asleep. We stayed like that for a while but I picked her up and carried her to her house. I put her down on the bed. I went to walk out and she grabbed my hand.

"Austin please stay" she said in a sleepy voice I couldn't resist. I took my shirt off and got in to the bed and cuddled with her. God did I miss this. I prayed to God that she would be mine again soon. I was laying there and I heard her talking in her sleep.

She is so adorable. Before I fell asleep I kissed her forehead and said "Goodnight beautiful I love you baby" then I fell asleep with her in my arms.

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