Sorry

Heartache

"No,please no!" I said begging him not to go. He just stood there without moving his ass. "Dont go." He still quiet. "Saranghae.Kajima!!"  I begged again. Well as if it was my first time begging. "Sorry" Thank god, finally this kid spoke up. Did he just got awaken from being frozen? I thought. "Hey!Why are syou saying sorry?" I looked at him. "Sorry" he said it again.wtf can he just say he love me too? God's sake, Y/N! Its not the time thinking some random thoughts!i thought."Is sorry all you can?For God's  sake Jungkook!Tell me the reason!" I said the tears keeps on making their way down my cheeks. He gently wiped my tears using his thumb well ofcourse.

"Sorry"He ended up picking his suitcases and walking away. I cant feel myself anymore. Im done. Whats the reason of my existence if my boyfriend left me?Did we just broke up?of course we did. Im so so, fucking done. I need to die, no i shall die. I deserve to die. I smiled like a lunatic, so much pain, its too different from a simple pain and a boyfriend leaving you.

Its only Jungkook who understand you. He helped you, he cared for you, he had loved you."I just wanna die" I said hitting my head hard at the wall behind me. My vision is getting blurry..I cant feel myself anymore. What's  happening to me?●●●●i blacked out.

Few hours later●

I woke up in a different  room and a different bed. Everything  is different. "Where am I?".I mumbled. "Oh you're awake!" A girl approached me. I dont even know her. "Who are you?" I asked her without  any hesitation. "I am Jeon Na Yeon."."Is there anything you need to me?""Jungkook oppa told me to guide you because he said that--"She slowed down."Oppa?Are you his!Girlfriend?D-d-di h-he re-replaced me u-unto -y-yo-you?" My eyes are now watery.

"Hey!Jungkook oppa is not cheating on you.He said he had to leave you. He didnt told me why.".I sighed in a relief but tears are still making their way down."Then who are you?".She looked at me giggling.Whats so funny?i thought."Im his cousin.Dont worry."Oh great.it was a relief.It was just her cousin.

"But, why did he asked you to look on me everyday?"
"Uh, its because he left?" Oh yeah now I remembered.I was dumfounded.

"Oh yeah. I am----" but before I could finish my she cutted me off.

" Kim Y/N" she said giggling.

"How did you?"

"Of course Jungkook told me. He always brought you up whenever we are talking. He said that you are really fab. And indeed you are. He said you are kind. Uhm, i guess you are. He said you are really caring. I think the same. If you are not that caring, maybe oppa is now dead.He also said that you are loving and you love him so much. I witnessed ift now.... He is always complimenting you." I can feel my eyes watery.

Why did he left me if I was that too much for him?I thought.

"I want you back, baby bunny"