Sorry

Part 4

I was startled and shocked it was a mix of feeling. So now I am going to work with that rotten bitch? Oh my god. Should i back out now?I thought.argh....Then after 20 minutes of thinking the door opened. My heart raced fast. I turrned back and saw Jungkook bowing to us.

"Annyeong I am Jeon Jungkook member of BTS" he smiled and stood staight. He then saw me. Our eyes met. I looked at him painfully as he look away, obviously avoiding my gaze. "Hi, i am Y/N" i smiled at him painfully. Then the producer of the show signaled us that yhe show will start.

We introduced ourselves one by one.
"So guys, are you all honored to be part of this drama?"
We all nodded.

"So since you all enjoyed it let me ask you about your lovelife."
My heart was beating so fast that i could have some heart attack.

"Lets start from.." then the interviewer trailed his words.
"Y/N!"
"Yeah?" I asked nervously tring to act innocent.
"What's with your love life?"
"Uh, i had a boyfriend before and he left me."

I think Jungkook is now protesting.
"What do you mean left?" He asked heh, trying tk act that he doesn't know nothing.
"I mean we broked up, i begged ang he didn't care. He just ended up leaving me saying sorry."
"Are yous sure?maybe he left you without break ups"

"Is there someone who leaves without break ups?" I said with a teary eyes. And then i didn't realispzed I cracked up. Good thing its recorded not live.

"CUT" the producer said annoyed.
"We will continue this later, miss Y/N get some rest."
Jungkook looked at me, looks like that rotten bitch had been concerned.

I walked away covering my face. I'm so done.
I stopped at the bathroom and i sat at the floor bending my knees towards me and hugged them.

"You bitch, how fucking dare you tell me that" i murmured.
"Here you are" i heared a voice behind me.
"Who are you"
"Jungkook"
I stood up and faced him.

"What do you need you asshole?"
"I'm sorry"
Shit. I heared it again. It made me snap back from what happened ago.

I cried. I don't care if he will see me crying.
"You bitch. How could you fucking tell me that infront of the interview?" I said while hitting his chest.
"You shouldn't brought that"
"She asked! You're the one who shouldn't answer."
He shut his fucking mouth up.
"Why did you left me for 5 years! Jungkook its 5 years, you asshole!" I cracked up.
"Mianhae" he said while sobbing. He pulled me into a tight hug. I was trying to get away but couldn't.  It felt nice being wrapped with his arms for the long time i didn't feel it.

"Im sorry for not telling you before. "
I got away from the hug.
"Why?"
"I got offered a job, and it was being an idol, it was joining BTS. I accepted but when i told them that i have a girlfriend they rejected. I was too close on reaching my dreams. They said that if i will leave you, i will be accepted."

" you selfish freak!" I shouted while hitting his chest again.

"Hey, i was hoping that you will wait. That's why i didn't broke uo with you." Wait what? He didnt? But i have Jinyoung now. Oh my god😵.

"Do you mean you're still my boyfriend?"
"Yeah, yeobo ah, mianhae."

"We-we are done...There's nothing between us now."
"What?"
"I have a boyfriend now."
"Wtf? Are you fucking serious?
"DO I LOOK LIKE I'M LYING?!!!" I shouted but not loud...haha
" so you're serious." He said disappointed.
"Yeah,"
"Who"

"Jinyoung."
"Hmmmm, you sure he's not a fuckboy?"
"Im not but i assure you that he is better than you."
" better than me huh."
"Just shut the fucking up"
"You are my fucking girlfriend Y/N! You fucking are!" He said shaking me.
"Don't it hurts you asshole" i said while crying.
"I didn't mean it" he said looking down.
"I need to leave. We will start later when i feel better and i will never feel better if you keep opening ypur mouth and say some blah blah blah or what so ever. It hurts me when you speak."
I walked out leaving him alone.

Jungkook's POV

"I need to leave. We will start later when i feel better and i will never feel better if you keep opening ypur mouth and say some blah blah blah or what so ever. It hurts me when you speak."
  She walked out leaving me alone.
Now i know how it feels...i thought.

"Y/N how could you leave me. I still love you. I always love you. Why didn't you wait." I sobbed i kept hitting me heabd on the wall.