Felix X reader

Slumber

Y/n pov-

"Felix?" Although I said this I had little to no idea where it came from. The boy looked at me strange.

"Yes?" He said with confusion on his face. I felt tears forming in my eyes. I have no idea why I'm reacting this way I just feel so hurt yet relieved? Why am I feeling this way?

" I have your dinner." I said handing him his food before I was about to leave when he stopped me.

"Are you alright?" He asked concern clear in his voice. I turned back to him with a smile before saying.

"I'm alright, I've just been cutting onions." I said before quickly exiting.

"Thank you." He called after me as I walked back to the fire where the boys were. I grabbed my food and sat between Connor and Robert and ate my food. Once the boys were finished I washed the dishes while the boys danced to the beautiful music of the Pan flute. I couldn't get my reaction out of my head. Why was I affected  like that? I couldn't remember. When I finished the dishes I walked to Pan.

"Pan?" I asked timidly. He stopped playing his flute yet the boys continued to dance.

"Yes love?" He asked looking over at me.

"I've finished my work may I retire to bed?" I asked knowing full well that if I wanted to skip the dance I had to check with Pan first. He looked at me scencing something was off before saying.

"Sure thing love, good work today." I nodded a goodnight before heading to my tent. Pan had started off rather rude and demanding but we slowly became friends, he can still be rather rude and evil sometimes but after most of our fights he has started to learn to apologize when he knows he's in the wrong, I've even caught him referring to me or just straight out calling me his sister. I think of him as an older brother now and he seems to think of me as his younger sister. He's slowly learning to control his temper around me yet he can still be his evil self when the boys or I disobey his rules or try and leave the island. I get to my tent and begin to change into my night gown before laying in bed once I'm about to blow out my candle I heard a knock on my post to which I replied.

"Come in." And in walked Connor and Robert.

"Sorry to bother you ma'am but could we sleep in here tonight?" Robert asked with both boys looking at me hopefully to which I nodded at the boys in their sleepwear. They both scrambled into bed one on either side of me, I wrapped my arms around them before blowing out the candle. I felt both of them snuggle into me.

"Goodnight boys." I said before kissing the top of their heads.

"Goodnight mum." They both said in their tired voices probably not even realizing they had just called me mum. I smiled to myself before falling asleep. All thoughts of the strange encounter out of my head as I laid there with my little lost boys.