It's okay || NCT Jaemin FF

First meeting

After a year of having a idol-crush on a trainee name Na Jaemin, he finally debuted in a boy group called Nct Dream with a song called Chewing Gum. I thought it was kind of funny hearing the title of the song but I listen to it anyway, it's pretty good and very catchy!

Nct dream held a fan meeting in Busan right now. Me and my best friends got free tickets online, we were the top 5 lucky contestants! Isn't it AMAZING.

Everyone lined up to meet the members face to face. It was finally my turn to face them

The first person I meet is the famous LONG ASS RIDE leader Mark. I requested him to do a freestyle rap about him and he did

"Yeah- Uh huh I'm NCT Mark I'm the best best rapper
I have seagulls eyebrows and it's on fleek~
You can't handle someone as SWAGger as me
that can burn your soul anytime, anywhere yeah!"

I covered my face with my phone when he rap to that because I felt embarrassed for him somehow:]

Second was the visual-guy Jeno, eyesmiling to every fans including me +his green mushroom hair as extra dayums0n
He seemed a bit quiet and awkward so I couldn't find a way to start a conversation, but hey I'm blessed enough to see this hottie closely!

Third, the savage king Haechan who just sassed to me, even teases my ponytail by taking a rubber band and tied his hair up. He looked so funny but cute but bruhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

Fourth was Chenle. I made a small joke out of nowhere like "What do you call a camel with 3 bumps?"

He raised an eyebrow and give me a weird look, "What??"

"A pregnant women."

Renjun and Haechan who was beside Chenle drinking a glass of water heard my joke. I could see them holding their laughter so hard that they half-spit out their drink and looked away so that people won't see that embarrassing moment

"PUAKYAHAHAHAHA" Chenle burst out laughing with his dolphin-voice, "AIGO HOW FUNNYYY!"
On the other side Haechan pointed to me and smirked, "You nasty girl~" and Jisung who heard it was like "What just happened?"

"Ni hao" Renjun greet as soon as I moved to his place to take his autograph, he smiled sweetly and looked so innocent oml. He's a year older than me but I can't help it, I feel like I'm a noona all the time. He's so baby-faced +he is still holding his laughter oml chill Renjun, just be panic when that pregnant wife turns out to be your future wifeu, which turns out to be me
JUST KIDDING HAHAHAHAHAH I'm loyal to jaemin rofl Ok bye.

Next is the dancing machine A.K.A maknae Jisung! Omg he's becoming more matured now.. this one little baby omo can I pinch your chubby cheeks omo so cute so kyeopta so so- ok stop stop this kid is just a year younger but I MY FEELS OML.
"A-Annyeong" he bowed awkwardly. He seemed nervous so I pat his shoulder lightly and said "Fighting~!!" while clenching a fist to show that 'strong' pose. He chuckled and does the same, "A..rasseo.. Kamsahamida noona"

After that, I moved to the next person and saw him
My heart was thumping loudly ever since I got here, before meeting the other members because I was shy+nervous and happy at the same time
but seeing this one guy makes it feel different.. my head is still thumping loud and fast but it was different. Was it because he's my ultimate idol-crush?

"Annyeonghaseyo, Jaemin imnida~" he smiled brightly
I greet him back and sat in front of him (well I kind of put my knees on the ground and rest my arms on his table so that I can have a better look at him when talking)
He was signing autograph but I caught him glancing few times at me while I waited, he never stopped smiling and oh my god I feel so happy I could die right now in peace just by seeing his angelic smile :3
but
today I noticed one thing about him...

"Jaemin.. Why do you look like that?"

"Hm? There's something on my face?" He took out his mirror to check his face

"No. It's just your face expression"

He looked at me in confusion, "I'm just smiling..?"

"Exactly. Your face is smiling but your eyes don't..."

His smile faded and his eyes were locked into mine, shaking and a bit teary
but he again smile widely to hide his emotions

He ruffled my hair, "You one clever kid" as he chuckles.

Before we both bid goodbyes I gave him a medium-sized box as a gift

"Hope you'll like it, please stay well and be happy!" I smiled cheerfully
and he returned a warm smile, "If its from you I won't like it, but I'll love it."

We both waved our hands bidding goodbyes, exchange glances and smiles before turning away
and we both walked to our own path ever since.