"I heard NCT Dream is coming to Busan again!"
I stood up right away as I was surprised to hear that the members are coming here
"Oooo Lena, you're not going to cry again are you?" My friends teased me
"Shut up!" I hit them, "When are they coming? Are they doing well? All of the members are coming? Which part of Busan? Have they-"
"SLOW DOWN GIRL." My friend closed my mouth with her hand, "We can't answer all that at once!"
I haven't heard of them ever since I left Seoul, I stopped keeping in contact and stopped looking at news even though there are times I think of them but I still can't stop thinking about Jaemin the most
"We should buy ticket now before sold out." My friend said
but I shake my head "I don't think I'm going... you guys go."
I can't see them anymore, it'll be complicated and my heart can't handle it. Besides I heard my classmates talking about Jaemin and this girl name Hina, she's in the same company as him. I heard about how cute and sweet they are together, I can feel my heart torn apart when I heard that.. he must've forgot me already and moved on. But it's pathetic of me, I still want to keep this feelings even though it's one sided. It hurts a lot that I cried harder every night thinking of him but why am I such a fool...
"What's happening to you Lena? You're the most happiest when it comes to them but what changed you to be this way?"
"I don't know." I sighed, "I just can't."
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It's okay || NCT Jaemin FF
FanfictionWhen I first saw him, my heart starts to beat crazily I became a fan, he became an idol He was somebody to me, but I was nobody to him but things changed ever since we lay eyes on each other and I'll always be there for him >completed, don't for...
